I SEE REASONABLE AND PROBABLE GROUNDS ALL OVER THE WORLD TONIGHT

I SEE BULLIES AND I SEE LIARS

I SEE CROOKS AND VANDALS TOO

I SEE CONTINUING CRIMES, 

OVER AND OVER SO MANY TIMES, 

IRELAND, PALFRY, REID, METCALFE,YOU 

STEALING STUFF AND SETTING FIRES.

I was sitting thinking. without winking, about how to nail criminals for crime. 

Reasonable and probable, indefeasible and solvable, in the fullness of time.

It happened when you came back again, to dig up the septic and steal what you took.  

Something which is completely unique, to your little clique, as advertised "in Sooke".

What this means, is that it seems, that you are a repeat offender.                             

What were you thinking, snorting and drinking, on a bender?

Worked construction, but could wreak destruction, on a septic tank,                       

It was to be reused, you were confused, a Criminally Insane Skank. 

Now I thought , they have been caught, in a terrible situation.                              

They look so bad, low grade, base and so sad, in their own creation.

You got away with crime, you destroyed what was mine, you escaped for a  time,     

The loss was all mine, you filthy swine, you shit stealers, I want payback in full.  

          

POOKIEMAN

 

MEN TOO

Men are documented as committing nearly all Violent Criminal Offences. I am disabled and not one of those Men. The statistical opinion ignores the Sociology of Crime which would include motivating and getting groups of people together, making a Fake 911 Call or false report to Authorities to intimidate a victim or creating deliberate economic or social damage for the victim. These are secondary and proxy criminal offences and terrorize citizens or in my case, cause Tonic Immobility Collapse.

POOKIEMEN

December 22, 2021

THERE IS INCREDIBLE DANGER POSED BY POOKIEMEN. DO YOU EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE POOKIEMEN? YOU HAVE SURELY MET POOKIEMEN. THEY WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE.

WERE YOU FORTUNATE ENOUGH AS TO ESCAPE OR TO NEVER ENCOUNTER THE POOKIEMEN? I WAS NOT. THEY RUINED EVERYTHING FOR ME BY INFLICTING UPON ME  THE PUNITIVE AND PECUNIOUS ORDERS OF  MALIGNANT FEMALE SUPREMACISTS

PERVOPHOBIC I AM

 

LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL

Saturday, December 18, 2021

Read the headlines. Run your cursor over the dim print to read it in white on blue and view more detail and atrocities.

TEENAGER LINDON COLLARD WAS RUTHLESSLY PUNISHED FOR NO REASON

THERE WERE ALWAYS MEAN AND CONTROLLING ADULTS DOING MEAN THINGS TO ME WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER.

MOTHER CONTROLLED MY CHILDHOOD BANK ACCOUNT. IT HELD EVERY GIFT I HAD BEEN GIVEN BY RELATIVES, THERE WERE NO TOYS. MOTHER ALLOWED ONLY MONEY TO BE GIVEN TO ME . THE MONEY WAS NOT ALLOWED TO BE SPENT. THE $479. IN MY JOINT ACCOUNT, WITH HER, AS I WAS A CHILD,WAS TO SPEND WHEN I WENT TO COLLEGE, SHE SAID.  

WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY TO UNIVERSITY, IN 1962, I WAS 16 YEARS OLD, MOTHER WITHDREW ALL OF IT. I GOT NOTHING.

I WAS RAGGED FROM 12 TO 18 ABOUT MY UNDESERVED TRUST FUND AND WHEN I TURNED 18, MOTHER STOLE MY MAIL, I NEVER EVEN GOT TO SEE WHAT MY GRANDFATHER WORKED AND SAVED TO GIVE TO ME.      I KNOW THE FUND WAS HELD IN MY NAME IN  FARMER'S AND MERCHANT'S TRUST. 

MOTHER SAID I WAS UNDER HER AUTHORITY, I WAS NOT GETTING MY TRUST FUND WHICH WAS $10,000 OR IT STARTED AS 10K AND WAS $12,000 OR MORE ON MY 18th BIRTHDAY. I DID NOT GET ONE CENT OF IT AND STRANGELY, NO CHECKS, NO CARDS, ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WHILE I WAS AT UNIVERSITY. (ACTUALLY, IT WAS TRICKY TO WRITE TO ME, c/o UNB POST OFFICE.) 

MY MOTHER, FROM THEN ON, CLAIMED THAT TO REACH ME BY MAIL YOU WOULD HAVE TO SEND THE MAIL TO MY PARENT'S ADDRESS. 

MOTHER HAD MY CHILDHOOD JOINT BANK ACCOUNT, WITH HER. DID SHE CASH MY 18th BIRTHDAY CHECKS?

AT 19 I WAS THROWN OUT OF UNB. I HAD REFUSED TO COOPERATE WITH THE ADMINISTRATION TO NOT  CRITICIZE THEM BUT TO HELP TO MAKE THINGS GO SMOOTHLY FOR THE ADMINISTRATION.  I PUBLISHED THE "KNIGHTLY HERALD" AN OLD TINY NICHE NEWSPAPER AT UNB.

BY 1967 ALL I HAD LEFT WAS MY JOB AT THE CNR.

THAT GREEN AND THIS GOLD WERE STILL PAINTED ON SOME EQUIPMENT, ON MOST OF IT WHEN I STARTED.

I WAS INJURED IN TWO MV ACCIDENTS BY 1970. THE ACCIDENTS DID NOT HAPPEN AT WORK AND THEY WERE CAUSED BY OTHER PEOPLE.  COLLUSION AND PREVARICATION WERE RUTHLESSLY DEPLOYED TO LEAVE ME BROKE AND UNEMPLOYED. NO MORE CNR.

I REMEMBER TALKING TO MY FATHER ABOUT MY DISSATISFACTION WITH THE TREATMENT I HAD BEEN AFFORDED. I SAID THAT CONDITIONS WOULD HAVE TO CHANGE AND MY FATHER SAID ``WE ARE IN CONTROL. YOU ARE NOT".

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THAT, BY 1970 WAS NOT THE END OF MY PUNITIVE AND UNSUPPORTED RELATIONSHIP WITH SOCIETY. I CONTINUED TO BE DERAILED FROM MY EVERY REMEDY TO MY UNEMPLOYMENT. NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT WHATEVER ASSETS AND USE OF INFRASTRUCTURE I HAD WERE ESSENTIAL TO ME AND WERE IRREPLACEABLE. 

NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT I NEEDED THE NEXT INHERITANCE I WAS TO RECEIVE. THAT WOULD ALLOW ME TO WORK. NO ONE WOULD HIRE ME. I WAS CRIPPLED AGAIN IN 1986. I HAD BEEN A SLAVE LABORER, I WAS UNPAID FOR 3 YEARS AT MY WIFE'S DISASTROUS BUSINESS RIGHT UP TIL THE ACCIDENT IN DECEMBER 1986.  

I COULD NOT "MAKE PAYMENTS" TO THEM ANY MORE AS THEY FERVENTLY DESIRED OF ME . MY OWN SHOP, WITH A NEARBY SLEEPING ACCOMMODATION, OR A JOB AS A WRITER OR MUSICIAN WAS REQUIRED. FAMILY MEMBERS RIGOROUSLY OPPOSED THIS IMPERATIVE. WHY COULD I NOT GET THE MENIAL "START AT THE BOTTOM" JOB DEMANDED MY MOTHER WHO HAD A VERY BRIEF WORK HISTORY. 

THROUGHOUT THE NINETEEN EIGHTIES AND NINETEEN NINETIES I CONTINUED TO EXPERIENCE MORE THEFTS OF INHERITANCE AND MORE DISABLING INJURIES AND ACCIDENTS. THE FAILURE OF GOVERNMENT TO PROVIDE PROPER COMPENSATION OR EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT HAMPERED AND IMPOVERISHED ME. I SPEAK IN A POLITE AND EDUCATED MANNER,  AND I, THANKS TO A DONATION FROM MY AUNT HAD A FEW GOOD CLOTHES TO WEAR WHEN I WAS OUT AND ABOUT. PEOPLE HAD THE IMPRESSION THAT THAT AND MY OWNERSHIP OF MY HOUSE, AN ONGOING REMEDIAL WORK IN PROGRESS FOR 40 YEARS, MEANT THAT I HAD NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT DESPITE NOT EVER HAVING DISPOSABLE INCOME.

I THINK MANY OF THE BAD THINGS I HAD TO PUT UP WITH WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED IF I WAS NOT RUTHLESSLY STOLEN FROM AND PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE. DOES THAT START WITH CHILDHOOD ABUSE AND ADOLESCENT PUNISHMENT AND FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION?

There are gross elements of Perversion motivating some or is it many of the rotten bastards who made life difficult, painful or impoverished. They are figuratively and in their interior fantastic reality screwing or fucking me. 

I am deeply suspicious of the motivations of all the Stick Wielding People, from my Mother who proudly declared Father had not had sex with her after I was about five years old but her face was wreathed in a look of Joy as she beat me to the Saint Michael's University Stick Fucker Preppie Boys which I wrote about.

I repeatedly recall that bad treatment I was subjected to was a case of persons exercising latent or symbolic sexually perverted motivations which having power over, intimidating, dispossessing and demeaning other persons satisfies for them.

The pair of HFAS, the clerk in the CNR Employee Relations Office and the Lawyer, Logie, from Northwestern Insurance were screwing me in 1970, fucking me like they would if they as a pair got hold of an intoxicated or drugged man or a submissive fairy. I catch glimpses of that behavior on TV and I often remember Dan Savage on Bill Mahr proudly declaring that instead of fighting over sex outside their marriage "one or them would be on one end and the other on the other end" of a third man. To me this is indicative and frighting. I am Homophobic, I am scared of what Queers in Power over me might do.

SIGMUND FREUD'S HYPOTHESIS SHOULD BE USED IN THE LEGAL PROCESS. HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT SEX AND MOTIVATION.

THERE IS NOTHING CLEAN ABOUT LYING AND VANDALIZING AND STEALING TO PUNISH A PERSON WHO HAS DONE NO HARM TO YOU. PARTICULARLY, IF A CHILD OR A DISABLED PERSON IS THE VICTIM, IT IS A REVOLTING PERVERSION, A SUBSTITUTION OF HURT POWER FOR THE POWER AND JOY OF HAVING SEX.

NOTHING IS REAL TO MANY CANADIAN AND BRITISH COLUMBIA CIVIL SERVANTS

My grandfather Charles Vincent Collard drove a train like this to Island Pond Maine regularly. He drove the first Canadian National Railroad Transcontinental Passenger Train out of Montreal Quebec. I was not there but I think:  

The Train my Grandfather Charles Vincent Collard drove out of Montreal was a Silver One like this one. Keeping Track had pictures.

WHEN YOUR JOB AND WHAT YOU DO ARE "REAL" YOU HAVE TO "GET REAL".

WHEN YOUR JOB INVOLVES NOTHING THAT HAS "REAL" CONSEQUENCES IF YOU FAIL TO PERFORM TO A "WORKMANLIKE" STANDARD YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE DOING OR WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE NOT DOING     NOTHING IS REAL!

UNFORTUNATELY, A FAILURE IN A JOB WHICH DOES NOT SEEM TO HAVE REAL  AND VISIBLE PHYSICAL CONSEQUENCES CAN HAVE "UNREAL" CONSEQUENCES WHICH ARE ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING.

I served the public as a Federal Civil Servant on the Canadian National Railroad where any deviation from DOT Rules, Train Orders, or Law could have obvious physical consequences. Some deviations from "Rules" could not result in any Physical Damage or even Schedule Disruption. Adherence to all "Rules", Train Orders and conducting train movements to meet the work orders Contract Switch Lists was the only course of action that Yard Foremen and Yardmen followed.

Follow my reasoning as I equate the switching and assembly of documents and evidence and the adherence to each and every Law, General Order and the  specific job instructions as they are outlined in Legislation, the Oaths and Agreements Civil Servants signed to obtain employment and the Orders I was given regarding the switching of Boxcars where all Law, Rules, Train Orders and Contract Switch Lists and the destination and the nature of the contents of the Boxcars I was switching had to be learned and known and applied.

WHY WOULD CIVIL SERVANTS HANDLE MY AFFAIRS AND MY JOB AT THE CNR AND ADJUDICATE REGARDING  DAMAGE TO MYSELF OR MY PROPERTY WITHOUT CONFORMING TO LAW, FEDERAL AND PROVINCIAL LEGISLATION AND REGULATION AND THE CONTRACTS WHICH GOVERN THEM AND THOSE EVENTS AND SITUATIONS?

SHOULD THOSE WHO MARSHAL THE FORCES AND THE REMEDY PROVIDED BY GOVERNMENT NOT HAVE TO BE LEARNED IN THE LAW, COGNIZANT OF REGULATION AND ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN, EXACTING AND THOROUGH IN THEIR UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT, WHERE AND FOR WHOM THEY ARE ADJUDICATING JUST AS WE WOULD HAVE TO MOVING THE "REAL" TRAINS AND THE REAL  BOXCARS WITH THE REAL GOODS IN THEM TO THE ACTUAL PLACE WHERE THE REAL PEOPLE WERE WAITING TO RECEIVE THEIR FREIGHT OR THEIR FRIENDS.

I DO NOT REACT VIOLENTLY TO PROVOCATION, I COLLAPSE OR HAVE A SEIZURE

 I MADE AN ERROR, I ASSUMED IT WAS HERNANDEZ WHO ALSO MURDERED PEOPLE.

THE REPORT I SAW WAS NOT ABOUT HERNANDEZ BUT ABOUT ANOTHER MULTIPLE HEAD INJURY TRAUMATIZED FOOTBALL PLAYER WHO KILLED SIX STRANGERS AND THEN KILLED HIMSELF.

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Disabled not compensated means that the minute I am smashed in an accident I stop all productive activity. There has to be an alternative pay day when all of yours are terminated by injury.

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

HEAD INJURY IS DEEMED A FACTOR IN THE HERNANDEZ MURDER SPREE

AN NFL PLAYER HAD GONE ON A VIOLENT AND DEADLY MURDER SPREE. I NOTICED THAT IT WAS REFERRED TO AS A RESULT OF MENTAL DEFECT DUE TO HEAD INJURY.

I THINK IT WAS INCREDIBLY OBNOXIOUS AND CRIMINAL HOW I WAS PROVOKED AND PRESSURED IN THE AFTERMATH OF SERIOUS HEAD INJURY IN MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENTS. I WAS SUBJECTED TO ADDITIONAL ANGUISH CAUSED BY LOSSES BEING MADE  PERMANENT AND IRREVERSIBLE BY THE CORRUPT ADJUDICATIONS FORCED ONTO ME BY POLICE, LAWYERS, PROVINCIAL AUTHORITIES AND THE COURTS. 

EVERY LOSS OR INJURY REGARDLESS OF WHO DID IT, WAS CONSIDERED TO BE A RESULT OF SOME PERSONAL FLAW OF MINE OR "IT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED ANYWAY" OR EVEN " ICBC CONSIDERS YOU TO BE WORTHLESS AND YOU SHOULD TAKE A ZERO DOLLAR SETTLEMENT AND LET US PAY YOUR LAWYER $3000". 

WHAT EFFECT DO YOU THINK THIS HAS ON THE IMPOVERISHED AND UNEMPLOYED ACCIDENT VICTIM. I  HAD TO JUST SUCK IT UP.

     IT WAS REALLY REALLY HORRIBLE!

WASTE NOT WASTE NOT; THE "LOCAR", BULL RUSH FROG@blogspot

 

WASTE NOT WASTE NOT

WASTE NOT - WASTE NOT. Do not waste the Bounty of the Earth.The long term viability of the planet is essential to human and animal and plant life here on Earth. Just because there is an abundance of some raw materials and air and water can be used or destroyed easily does not mean that these resources do not have to be saved for future need. Do not waste lives and experience and time that could be well spent.

Sunday, December 12, 2021

LIGHT WEIGHT LOCAL ELECTRIC CARS MADE RIGHT HERE IN CANADA, OR IN CHINA, WHATEVER IT TAKES

THE MORE AND BETTER BATTERY YOU NEED THE MORE YOUR CAR WILL COST.

WHAT ABOUT A SMALL CAR WHICH HAS A SMALL BATTERY AND CONTINUAL AND CONSTANT RECHARGING.

EACH TIME A "LOCAR" STOPPED AT A LIGHT A PROBE COULD CONTACT A CONNECTOR AND RECHARGING COULD BE DONE. EVERY SHOPPING CENTER AND CITY PARKING SPOT COULD BE EQUIPPED.

IT IS POSSIBLE A DIFFERENT BATTERY OR POSSIBLY A CHEAP BATTERY ALREADY MADE COULD BE RE- PROGRAMMED SO THIS PROCEDURE WOULD WORK PROPERLY. START RIGHT DOWNTOWN WHERE CONGESTION CAUSES WAITS.

ALL ABOUT YOU IN THE CIVIL SERVICE IN CANADA

MEMBERS OF THE CANADIAN FORCES AND THE CANADIAN POLICE ARE DEMANDING A REMEDY TO THE DAMAGE SOME OF THE MORE AGGRESSIVE MEMBERS OF THEIR FORCES DID TO THEM WHILE THEY SERVED TOGETHER.

WHAT ABOUT THOSE OF US WHO WERE NOT PAID TO SERVE BUT STILL, WE SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF YOUR MORE AGGRESSIVE FELLOW MEMBERS, IN MY CASE, RCMP, SHERIFFS,  CITY POLICE AND DOGCATCHERS.

SHOULD CIVIL SERVANTS NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHAT, COLLECTIVELY, ALL OF YOU DID TO ALL OF US BEFORE WE DEAL WITH WHAT YOU DID TO EACH OTHER?

I WAS A FEDERAL CIVIL SERVANT, PAID DIRECTLY BY THE GOVERNMENT OF CANADA TO PERFORM SPECIFIC TASKS WHICH I DID DO AND THAT WAS ALL I DID.

THE CANADIAN MILITARY HAD NO EFFECT ON MYSELF BUT THEY ARE CIVIL SERVANTS WHO SHOULD NOT HAVE THEIR REMEDY BEFORE WE THE CITIZENS OF CANADA HAVE OUR REMEDY! 

OUR COMMONWEALTH CANNOT BE THE PARAMOUNTCY  OF CIVIL SERVANTS BECAUSE THEY WORK IN GOVERNMENT OFFICES. THEY ARE SECOND, SERVANTS, NOT OVERLORDS NOR LORDS, SERVANTS.