DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED AND SUBJECT TO THE NEVER ENDING DENIAL PRACTICED BY EVERYONE ELSE AS I LAY PROSTRATE NINETY FIVE PERCENT OF THE TIME, SOME DAYS ARE ONE HUNDRED PERCENT LAYING FLAT IN BED.

 

Saturday, April 22, 2023

DENIAL IS THE NEAR UNIVERSAL ANSWER TO MY BEING SERIOUSLY DISABLED. PEOPLE ARE ANNOYED WITH ME. WHY COULD I NOT PRACTICE DENIAL. THE PERSONS RESPONSIBLE FOR ADJUDICATING MY SUPPORT IN LIEU OF MY BEING ABLE TO WORK TO SUPPORT MYSELF. NO MONEY NOR ASSISTANCE NEED BR SUPPLIED TO ME, THOSE RESPONSIBLE SIMPLY PRACTICE DENIAL

FAMILY MEMBERS AND FORMER FRIENDS ALSO PRACTICED DENIAL. EVERY TIME I EXPLAIN WHAT ARE THE DAMAGING INJURIES I HAVE ENDURED I BECOME AWARE OF THE DENIAL WHICH IS BEING PRACTICED. 

I DESCRIBE HOW I CAN ONLY WALK A FEW FEET WITHOUT STARTING TO COLLAPSE AND THE SUGGESTION IS MADE THAT I UNDERTAKE ACTIVITIES I CANNOT ACCOMPLISH SUCH AS A HALF HOUR DAILY WALK.

A TRIP TO VICTORIA WAS SUGGESTED WHERE I WAS GUARANTEED I WOULD NO LONGER COLLAPSE IF I WENT TO MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS IF I SIMPLY IGNORED WHAT HAD HAPPENED THERE. I WAS TOLD TO SIMPLY PRACTICE DENIAL. 

DENIAL OF DISABILITY, OF TONIC IMMOBILITY AND SHELL SHOCK WORKS FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO DEAL WITH MY DISABILITY, BUT IT DOES NOT WORK AT ALL FOR ME.