Friday, May 31, 2024

I WAS HEAD INJURED THREE TIMES BY 1970. BY 1974 I COULD WORK TWO DAYS PER WEEK FOR FOUR OR FIVE HOURS AT MY OWN BUSINESS IN VANCOUVER BC. BY OCTOBER 1977 I MORE FULLY RECOVERED AND I WORKED FULL TIME, SEASONALLY AND INTERMITTENTLY AT MY OWN BUSINESS, ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING. I HAD TO SELL IT TO BUY AN UNFINISHED HOME, WHICH I FINISHED

 

I BECAME DISABLED AGAIN IN NINETEEN EIGHTY SIX WHILE I WAS MARRIED AND JUST AFTER I HAD WORKED AT MY EX-WIFE'S "MAJOR BUSINESS FROM 1984 TO 1986 THAT (SHE USED "I") WAS THE OPERATOR OF" SIX DAYS A WEEK FOR NO PAY.

A CAR TURNING LEFT STRUCK MY CAR GOING STRAIGHT THROUGH AN INTERSECTION AND THAT PROPELLED MY CAR INTO A STEEL TELEPHONE POLE LIKE THIS. THIS IS A SIMILAR CAR CRASH INTO A WOODEN POLE BY A SIMILAR CAR TO THE ONE I WAS DRIVING, A RESTORED 1970 F 85.



I HAVE RESEARCHED THE SYMPTOMS I EXPERIENCED AFTER MY NINETEEN EIGHTY SIX CAR CRASH AND I HAVE NOT FOUND A COMPREHENSIVE DIAGNOSIS. 

POSTSCRIPT: MAY 31 2024 CBC EVENING NEWS "CAR CRASHES ARE THE MAJOR CAUSE OF MENTAL DISTRESS WHICH WAS CHARACTERIZED AS PTSD. I CALL IT 

SHELL SHOCK LIFE  Click to enter.


I HAD TO SLEEP EVERY FOUR HOURS FOR ABOUT FORTY MINUTES TO REMAIN ACTIVE. I COULD STAY UP LONGER IF I WAS JUST SITTING THERE NOT MOVING.


IN ADDITION I HAD DIFFICULTY WALKING OR STANDING UNSUPPORTED WITHOUT LEANING ON FURNITURE OR A FENCE OR HOLDING ON TO A RAILING.


I HAD ANOTHER PROBLEM I WAS NOT AWARE OF AS LOSS OF IDENTITY AND A LOSS OF ABILITY TO KNOW WHO WAS WHOM IN MY ANECDOTAL MEMORY PREVENTED ME FROM DISCERNING MY LOSS OF MEMORY. I REMEMBER THE DARK WET STREET IN VANCOUVER WHERE MY CAR WAS PROPELLED INTO A STEEL TELEPHONE POLE IN 1986, AND THEN REALLY NOT MUCH ELSE UNTIL THE 3RD  OF JANUARY 1990. AMNESIA CAUSED BY HEAD INJURY AND ALSO  MY EXHAUSTED AND HUMILIATED STATE THAT WAS CAUSED BY BEING UNPAID FOR OVER THREE YEARS WORK AND THEN FORCED TO PAY BACK MONEY MY MOTHER SUPPLIED TO MY WIFE TO START HER BUSINESS WHICH WAS STOLEN FROM MY TRUST FUND FROM MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER IN 1964 TO START WITH. 


THEN IT WAS DECLARED THAT THE PAYBACK WOULD BE DIS-ACKNOWLEDGED AND IT WOULD BE KEPT AS INTEREST PAYMENTS AND I WOULD HAVE MONEY I INHERITED FROM MY UNCLE KEPT TO PAY NON-EXISTENT DEBT AND EXTREMELY HIGH INTEREST. 


IT JUST OCCURRED TO ME, WOULD IT NOT BE MY WIFE'S RESPONSIBILITY TO TRY TO HELP ME RATHER THAN IMPLEMENT THE EXTORTION AND EXPLOITATION TO WHICH I WAS SUBJECTED.


MY WIFE WAS MENTALLY ILL. I DID NOT TRY TO GET RID OF HER OR SEND HER TO AN INSTITUTION. I PUT UP WITH IT AND I ALSO RESCUED PROPERTY AND FINANCES WHICH SHE HAD DAMAGED WITH HER EXCESS AND HER OBSESSIVE CONTROLLING COUNTERFACTUALISM.




HEAD INJURY FROM MY ADULT YEARS AND BACK TO CHILDHOOD.

I WAS HEAD INJURED THREE TIMES BY 1970. BY 1974 I COULD WORK TWO DAYS PER WEEK FOR FOUR OR FIVE HOURS AT MY OWN BUSINESS IN VANCOUVER BC. BY...