THE CORRUPT ADMINISTRATION OF LAW AND DEFAMATION MOTIVATES CRIME AGAINST THE TARGETTED VICTIM. PEOPLE KNOW THEY CAN COMMITOFFENCES AGAINST A MAN WHO IS DEFAMED WITHOUT CONSEQUENCES. BUSINESS AND ARTISTIC ENDEAVORS ARE HAMPERED. IRONCLAD UNITY AMONG LAW OFFICERS FORCED ME TO BE A SELF REPRESENTED PLAINTIFF. COURT DATES WERE MOVED UP AND I WAS NOT NOTIFIED. I HAD UNDERTAKEN LEGAL ACTION AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, PREDICTING DAMAGE. THE PREDICTED DAMAGE HAS DEVASTATED MY LIFE. MORE DAMAGE COULD OCCUR
Tuesday, December 28, 2021
Monday, December 27, 2021
FROM MEN TOO; LADIES YOU HAVE LOST MY TRUST AND THAT OF MANY MEN WHO ARE AFRAID TO SPEAK
OUR TRUST, SUPPORT AND FORBEARANCE CAN BE EXHAUSTED
I GOT MARRIED AND THREE YEARS LATER MY EX-WIFE MOVED IN TO THE SECOND HOME I HAD PROVIDED MY FAMILY. THE FIRST HOME WAS BURNT DOWN.
BETTY OR TRIXIE HAD TAKEN OVER THE SUPERVISION OF THE CONSTRUCTION OF THIS SECOND HOME WITH A LABORIOUS DISASTROUS RESULT. I HAD TO WORK SELLING VOLVO AND FIX THE POORLY DONE HOME AND THE STRIPPED LAND AND THE HOUSE WAS IN A HOLE WITH WATER RUNNING INTO IT FROM EVERYWHERE.
MY EX SAID "THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A GOOD MARRIAGE. I AM NOT GOING TO COOK CLEAN OR FUCK. FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU". "GO, GO" SHE SAID WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO". YES, GO, I HAD NOTHING BUT THE BOTCHED HOME. SHE WANTED THAT FOR HERSELF.
I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENT EXPERIENCE. IT WAS A BAD EXPERIENCE WITH A BAD WOMAN, MY MOTHER. MY OPINION OF WOMEN ROSE DRAMATICALLY WHEN I BEGAN TO HAVE ENJOYABLE SEX WITH WOMEN.
AFTER I WAS DESTROYED BY MY EX-WIFE, I HAD GIRLFRIENDS AND WE HAD SEX AND MY OPINION OF WOMEN ROSE AGAIN. I HAVE NOT HAD SEX SINCE I WAS DRIVEN OFF OF MY APARTMENT BY THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE COOP.
I HAVE HAD A NUMBER OF BAD EXPERIENCES CAUSED BY WOMEN I DID NOT KNOW WITHOUT HAVING SPOKEN TO THEM AND CAUSED BY THREATS OR THE DISPATCH OF POLICE BASED ON THEIR FABRICATIONS. I AM UNLAWFULLY CONFINED THUS AND I BECOME PARALYZED BY TONIC IMMOBILITY.
NEEDLESS TO SAY, MY TOLERANCE OF MISBEHAVIOR BY WOMEN HAS BECOME NON-EXISTENT AND MY WILLINGNESS TO OVERLOOK THE VAIN MAKEUP AND HIGH HEELS AFFECTATION HAS DISAPPEARED.
WHEN OTHER WOMEN ENGAGE IN BAD BEHAVIOR OR CAUSE TROUBLE OR JUST PLAIN DO NOT COOPERATE WITH MEN'S NEED FOR SEX WHEN THEY HAVE OBLIGATED THEMSELVES TO HAVE SEX:
IT WOULD BE IN WOMEN'S INTEREST TO ADVISE AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE AND ALL THAT TO CONTINUE ENJOYING MEN'S TOLERANCE AND FORBEARANCE.
THAT WOULD BE OTHER MEN'S TOLERANCE AND FORBEARANCE AND SUPPORT BECAUSE I HAVE NONE LEFT.
Friday, December 24, 2021
FROM DITZKRIEG THE BLOG ABOUT WOMEN'S IRRATIONAL WAR ON MEN
DISACKNOWLEDGING EVERY DESIRE AND EVERY NEED OF OTHER PERSONS WOMEN'S DEMANDS WERE FULFILLED
IN MY FAMILY THE DESTRUCTIVE AND PUNITIVE ASPIRATIONS OF MALIGNANT WOMAN'S DEMANDS FORCED MEN TO ABANDON REASON IN FAVOR OF A RUINOUS DICTATED SUBSERVIENCE.
THAT SUBSERVIENCE WAS NOT EVER AGREED TO BY MYSELF BUT SOME OTHER MEN BECAME SO MENTALLY ILL THEY MOUTHED LIP SERVICE TO WOMAN'S LIB AND GAVE UP FREE WILL.
AS SOON AS THE WOMEN AND THEIR POOKIEMEN HAD A MEETING ABOUT ME THEY BEGAN TO COMMIT A CRIME, BUT WOMEN DO NOT CARE, THEY EXPECT TO NOT EVER GET CHARGED WITH A CRIMINAL OFFENCE WHICH THEY COMMIT OR SUBORN.
THOSE COERCED MENTALLY DISABLED MEN DID THAT WHICH IS UNFORGIVEABLE:
MY FATHER COOPERATED WITH MY MOTHER TO ALLOW ME TO BE BEATEN HORRIFICALLY AS A CHILD AND TO BE DENIED RESOURCES WHICH OTHER RELATIVES GAVE ME DESPITE THE FACT THAT I APPEALED TO MY FATHER (AND MY BROTHER LATER) AS EACH CRIME WAS COMMITTED AGAINST ME.
MY FATHER AND MY BROTHER PARTICIPATED IN WOMEN'S SCHEMES WHERE MY MAIL WAS STOLEN AND FRAUD WAS COMMITTED TO KEEP MY TRUST FUND FROM MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER FOR THEMSELVES AND TO HIDE WILLS FROM ME IN WHICH I WAS THE PRIMARY BENEFICIARY.
THEN MY BENEFACTORS IN WILLS WERE COERCED INTO CHANGING THOSE WILLS, TAKING AWAY MY INHERITANCES.THE ONLY THING I COULD DO WAS PHONE THE MISCREANTS AND THE AUTHORITIES TO ATTEMPT TO RECOVER MY MONEY AND MY REPUTATION.
UNFORGIVEABLE IS MORE THAN JUST A WORD IT DESCRIBES ACTS WHICH DELIBERATELY CAUSE ANGUISH WHICH NEVER ENDS. A SPEEDY AND WIDE REACHING REMEDY IS NEEDED!
WHEN I COMPLAINED TO MY BROTHER THAT MY MOTHER'S SEIZURE OF MY TRUST FUND FROM MY GRANDFATHER CHARLES VINCENT COLLARD WAS A FINANCIAL REVERSE WHICH I WAS NOT EVER ABLE TO OVERCOME IN MORE THAN TWENTY FIVE YEARS:
ANDREW COLLARD SAID HE COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED WHILE HE WAS ASSISTING THE FAMILY WOMEN TO HIDE FROM ME AND TO STEAL FROM ME MY UNCLE ALBERT'S HOME AND MILLION BUCKS HE LEFT TO ME. I DID NOT GET ONE POSSESSION OR ONE CENT ON DISTRIBUTION DAY. ALL OF THEM GOT MY MONEY ALONG WITH THEIR MONTREAL BASED ACCOMPLICE SANDRA LUCHAS, MY COUSIN, WHO ALSO STOLE MY POSSESSIONS WHICH MY AUNT ANNETTE LEFT TO ME YEARS LATER IN VANCOUVER BC.
MY MOTHER, MY BROTHER, AND MY SISTER, JOANNE COLLARD WERE ALSO COERCING MY AUNT ANNETTE RUGENUIS TO CHANGE HER WILL TO TAKE MONEY FROM ME AND GIVE IT TO THEM DESPITE A LONG TIME PROTOCOL MY AUNT HAD LAWFULLY INSTITUTED. THE PROTOCOL WAS ONE SHARE FOR EACH BENEFICIARY, ANOTHER SHARE IF YOU HAD A SPOUSE, AND MORE EQUAL SHARES, ONE FOR EACH CHILD YOU HAD. THE WILL SAID I GOT IT NOT THE WIFE AND KIDS, IT WAS BECAUSE ANNETTE REALIZED THAT FAMILY MEN HAD EXPENSES TO PAY ON ACCOUNT OF THE DEPENDENTS. THE MONEY WAS TO ALLEVIATE THIS BURDEN. MY MOTHER, BROTHER AND SISTER FOUGHT WITH HER TO MAKE THESE CHANGES TO THE POINT SHE WAS READY TO GIVE HER ASSETS AWAY TO HER ROOMMATE. I WAS LATER TOLD ABOUT AUNT ANNETTE'S COMPLAINTS.
WILDLY INSANE WAS MY EX-WIFE. I WAS REMINDED YESTERDAY THAT MY SON WAS FALSELY ACCUSED OF UTTERING DEATH THREATS WHEN HE TOLD ANOTHER YOUNG MAN HE WOULD "RIP HIS HEAD OFF" HE WAS LIVING WITH MY EX-WIFE WHO ROUTINELY AND INSANELY SPOKE LIKE THAT.
Wednesday, December 22, 2021
I SEE REASONABLE AND PROBABLE GROUNDS ALL OVER THE WORLD TONIGHT
I SEE BULLIES AND I SEE LIARS
I SEE CROOKS AND VANDALS TOO
I SEE CONTINUING CRIMES,
OVER AND OVER SO MANY TIMES,
IRELAND, PALFRY, REID, METCALFE,YOU
STEALING STUFF AND SETTING FIRES.
I was sitting thinking. without winking, about how to nail criminals for crime.
Reasonable and probable, indefeasible and solvable, in the fullness of time.
It happened when you came back again, to dig up the septic and steal what you took.
Something which is completely unique, to your little clique, as advertised "in Sooke".
What this means, is that it seems, that you are a repeat offender.
What were you thinking, snorting and drinking, on a bender?
Worked construction, but could wreak destruction, on a septic tank,
It was to be reused, you were confused, a Criminally Insane Skank.
Now I thought , they have been caught, in a terrible situation.
They look so bad, low grade, base and so sad, in their own creation.
You got away with crime, you destroyed what was mine, you escaped for a time,
The loss was all mine, you filthy swine, you shit stealers, I want payback in full.
POOKIEMAN
Men are documented as committing nearly all Violent Criminal Offences. I am disabled and not one of those Men. The statistical opinion ignores the Sociology of Crime which would include motivating and getting groups of people together, making a Fake 911 Call or false report to Authorities to intimidate a victim or creating deliberate economic or social damage for the victim. These are secondary and proxy criminal offences and terrorize citizens or in my case, cause Tonic Immobility Collapse.
PERVOPHOBIC I AM
Saturday, December 18, 2021
Read the headlines. Run your cursor over the dim print to read it in white on blue and view more detail and atrocities.
TEENAGER LINDON COLLARD WAS RUTHLESSLY PUNISHED FOR NO REASON
THERE WERE ALWAYS MEAN AND CONTROLLING ADULTS DOING MEAN THINGS TO ME WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER.
MOTHER CONTROLLED MY CHILDHOOD BANK ACCOUNT. IT HELD EVERY GIFT I HAD BEEN GIVEN BY RELATIVES, THERE WERE NO TOYS. MOTHER ALLOWED ONLY MONEY TO BE GIVEN TO ME . THE MONEY WAS NOT ALLOWED TO BE SPENT. THE $479. IN MY JOINT ACCOUNT, WITH HER, AS I WAS A CHILD,WAS TO SPEND WHEN I WENT TO COLLEGE, SHE SAID.
WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY TO UNIVERSITY, IN 1962, I WAS 16 YEARS OLD, MOTHER WITHDREW ALL OF IT. I GOT NOTHING.
I WAS RAGGED FROM 12 TO 18 ABOUT MY UNDESERVED TRUST FUND AND WHEN I TURNED 18, MOTHER STOLE MY MAIL, I NEVER EVEN GOT TO SEE WHAT MY GRANDFATHER WORKED AND SAVED TO GIVE TO ME. I KNOW THE FUND WAS HELD IN MY NAME IN FARMER'S AND MERCHANT'S TRUST.
MOTHER SAID I WAS UNDER HER AUTHORITY, I WAS NOT GETTING MY TRUST FUND WHICH WAS $10,000 OR IT STARTED AS 10K AND WAS $12,000 OR MORE ON MY 18th BIRTHDAY. I DID NOT GET ONE CENT OF IT AND STRANGELY, NO CHECKS, NO CARDS, ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WHILE I WAS AT UNIVERSITY. (ACTUALLY, IT WAS TRICKY TO WRITE TO ME, c/o UNB POST OFFICE.)
MY MOTHER, FROM THEN ON, CLAIMED THAT TO REACH ME BY MAIL YOU WOULD HAVE TO SEND THE MAIL TO MY PARENT'S ADDRESS.
MOTHER HAD MY CHILDHOOD JOINT BANK ACCOUNT, WITH HER. DID SHE CASH MY 18th BIRTHDAY CHECKS?
AT 19 I WAS THROWN OUT OF UNB. I HAD REFUSED TO COOPERATE WITH THE ADMINISTRATION TO NOT CRITICIZE THEM BUT TO HELP TO MAKE THINGS GO SMOOTHLY FOR THE ADMINISTRATION. I PUBLISHED THE "KNIGHTLY HERALD" AN OLD TINY NICHE NEWSPAPER AT UNB.
BY 1967 ALL I HAD LEFT WAS MY JOB AT THE CNR.
THAT GREEN AND THIS GOLD WERE STILL PAINTED ON SOME EQUIPMENT, ON MOST OF IT WHEN I STARTED.
I WAS INJURED IN TWO MV ACCIDENTS BY 1970. THE ACCIDENTS DID NOT HAPPEN AT WORK AND THEY WERE CAUSED BY OTHER PEOPLE. COLLUSION AND PREVARICATION WERE RUTHLESSLY DEPLOYED TO LEAVE ME BROKE AND UNEMPLOYED. NO MORE CNR.
I REMEMBER TALKING TO MY FATHER ABOUT MY DISSATISFACTION WITH THE TREATMENT I HAD BEEN AFFORDED. I SAID THAT CONDITIONS WOULD HAVE TO CHANGE AND MY FATHER SAID ``WE ARE IN CONTROL. YOU ARE NOT".
THAT, BY 1970 WAS NOT THE END OF MY PUNITIVE AND UNSUPPORTED RELATIONSHIP WITH SOCIETY. I CONTINUED TO BE DERAILED FROM MY EVERY REMEDY TO MY UNEMPLOYMENT. NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT WHATEVER ASSETS AND USE OF INFRASTRUCTURE I HAD WERE ESSENTIAL TO ME AND WERE IRREPLACEABLE.
NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT I NEEDED THE NEXT INHERITANCE I WAS TO RECEIVE. THAT WOULD ALLOW ME TO WORK. NO ONE WOULD HIRE ME. I WAS CRIPPLED AGAIN IN 1986. I HAD BEEN A SLAVE LABORER, I WAS UNPAID FOR 3 YEARS AT MY WIFE'S DISASTROUS BUSINESS RIGHT UP TIL THE ACCIDENT IN DECEMBER 1986.
I COULD NOT "MAKE PAYMENTS" TO THEM ANY MORE AS THEY FERVENTLY DESIRED OF ME . MY OWN SHOP, WITH A NEARBY SLEEPING ACCOMMODATION, OR A JOB AS A WRITER OR MUSICIAN WAS REQUIRED. FAMILY MEMBERS RIGOROUSLY OPPOSED THIS IMPERATIVE. WHY COULD I NOT GET THE MENIAL "START AT THE BOTTOM" JOB DEMANDED MY MOTHER WHO HAD A VERY BRIEF WORK HISTORY.
THROUGHOUT THE NINETEEN EIGHTIES AND NINETEEN NINETIES I CONTINUED TO EXPERIENCE MORE THEFTS OF INHERITANCE AND MORE DISABLING INJURIES AND ACCIDENTS. THE FAILURE OF GOVERNMENT TO PROVIDE PROPER COMPENSATION OR EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT HAMPERED AND IMPOVERISHED ME. I SPEAK IN A POLITE AND EDUCATED MANNER, AND I, THANKS TO A DONATION FROM MY AUNT HAD A FEW GOOD CLOTHES TO WEAR WHEN I WAS OUT AND ABOUT. PEOPLE HAD THE IMPRESSION THAT THAT AND MY OWNERSHIP OF MY HOUSE, AN ONGOING REMEDIAL WORK IN PROGRESS FOR 40 YEARS, MEANT THAT I HAD NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT DESPITE NOT EVER HAVING DISPOSABLE INCOME.
I THINK MANY OF THE BAD THINGS I HAD TO PUT UP WITH WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED IF I WAS NOT RUTHLESSLY STOLEN FROM AND PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE. DOES THAT START WITH CHILDHOOD ABUSE AND ADOLESCENT PUNISHMENT AND FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION?
There are gross elements of Perversion motivating some or is it many of the rotten bastards who made life difficult, painful or impoverished. They are figuratively and in their interior fantastic reality screwing or fucking me.
I am deeply suspicious of the motivations of all the Stick Wielding People, from my Mother who proudly declared Father had not had sex with her after I was about five years old but her face was wreathed in a look of Joy as she beat me to the Saint Michael's University Stick Fucker Preppie Boys which I wrote about.
I repeatedly recall that bad treatment I was subjected to was a case of persons exercising latent or symbolic sexually perverted motivations which having power over, intimidating, dispossessing and demeaning other persons satisfies for them.
The pair of HFAS, the clerk in the CNR Employee Relations Office and the Lawyer, Logie, from Northwestern Insurance were screwing me in 1970, fucking me like they would if they as a pair got hold of an intoxicated or drugged man or a submissive fairy. I catch glimpses of that behavior on TV and I often remember Dan Savage on Bill Mahr proudly declaring that instead of fighting over sex outside their marriage "one or them would be on one end and the other on the other end" of a third man. To me this is indicative and frighting. I am Homophobic, I am scared of what Queers in Power over me might do.
SIGMUND FREUD'S HYPOTHESIS SHOULD BE USED IN THE LEGAL PROCESS. HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT SEX AND MOTIVATION.
THERE IS NOTHING CLEAN ABOUT LYING AND VANDALIZING AND STEALING TO PUNISH A PERSON WHO HAS DONE NO HARM TO YOU. PARTICULARLY, IF A CHILD OR A DISABLED PERSON IS THE VICTIM, IT IS A REVOLTING PERVERSION, A SUBSTITUTION OF HURT POWER FOR THE POWER AND JOY OF HAVING SEX.
Friday, December 17, 2021
NOTHING IS REAL TO MANY CANADIAN AND BRITISH COLUMBIA CIVIL SERVANTS
My grandfather Charles Vincent Collard drove a train like this to Island Pond Maine regularly. He drove the first Canadian National Railroad Transcontinental Passenger Train out of Montreal Quebec. I was not there but I think:
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The Train my Grandfather Charles Vincent Collard drove out of Montreal was a Silver One like this one. Keeping Track had pictures. |
WHEN YOUR JOB AND WHAT YOU DO ARE "REAL" YOU HAVE TO "GET REAL".
WHEN YOUR JOB INVOLVES NOTHING THAT HAS "REAL" CONSEQUENCES IF YOU FAIL TO PERFORM TO A "WORKMANLIKE" STANDARD YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE DOING OR WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE NOT DOING NOTHING IS REAL!
UNFORTUNATELY, A FAILURE IN A JOB WHICH DOES NOT SEEM TO HAVE REAL AND VISIBLE PHYSICAL CONSEQUENCES CAN HAVE "UNREAL" CONSEQUENCES WHICH ARE ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING.
I served the public as a Federal Civil Servant on the Canadian National Railroad where any deviation from DOT Rules, Train Orders, or Law could have obvious physical consequences. Some deviations from "Rules" could not result in any Physical Damage or even Schedule Disruption. Adherence to all "Rules", Train Orders and conducting train movements to meet the work orders Contract Switch Lists was the only course of action that Yard Foremen and Yardmen followed.
Follow my reasoning as I equate the switching and assembly of documents and evidence and the adherence to each and every Law, General Order and the specific job instructions as they are outlined in Legislation, the Oaths and Agreements Civil Servants signed to obtain employment and the Orders I was given regarding the switching of Boxcars where all Law, Rules, Train Orders and Contract Switch Lists and the destination and the nature of the contents of the Boxcars I was switching had to be learned and known and applied.
WHY WOULD CIVIL SERVANTS HANDLE MY AFFAIRS AND MY JOB AT THE CNR AND ADJUDICATE REGARDING DAMAGE TO MYSELF OR MY PROPERTY WITHOUT CONFORMING TO LAW, FEDERAL AND PROVINCIAL LEGISLATION AND REGULATION AND THE CONTRACTS WHICH GOVERN THEM AND THOSE EVENTS AND SITUATIONS?
SHOULD THOSE WHO MARSHAL THE FORCES AND THE REMEDY PROVIDED BY GOVERNMENT NOT HAVE TO BE LEARNED IN THE LAW, COGNIZANT OF REGULATION AND ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN, EXACTING AND THOROUGH IN THEIR UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT, WHERE AND FOR WHOM THEY ARE ADJUDICATING JUST AS WE WOULD HAVE TO MOVING THE "REAL" TRAINS AND THE REAL BOXCARS WITH THE REAL GOODS IN THEM TO THE ACTUAL PLACE WHERE THE REAL PEOPLE WERE WAITING TO RECEIVE THEIR FREIGHT OR THEIR FRIENDS.
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