Monday, July 24, 2023

ABOUT THE EXTENT TO WHICH I HAVE TO BECOME ATHLETIC AND FIT TO OVERCOME "STIFF PERSON" OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK AND BECOME ACTIVE AGAIN.

 




TIMES WHEN I WAS VERY FIT WILL BE CITED 

AS "YOU ARE NOT DISABLED."


I WAS PONDERING THIS AND I REALIZED 

THAT DURING THE TIMES I WAS RECOVERED FROM MY DISABILITY THAT RECOVERY 

WAS ACCOMPLISHED BY MY GRADUALLY 

AND SLOWLY BECOMING MORE AND 

MORE FIT.


DISABLED IN 1970, I BECAME FIT BY ICE SKATING AND ROLLER SKATING BY 1977.


I HAD ONLY A COUPLE OF DAYS PER WEEK 

OF PROPER MOBILITY FROM 1974 TO 1977.


INJURED IN DECEMBER OF 1986, I ROSE TO 

A VERY FIT STATE IN 1991 AND 1992 

THROUGH MUSIC PRACTICE AND DANCE PRACTICE WHICH I DID NEARLY EVERY 

DAY BY 1990.


WHEN I WAS IN ENGLAND IN THE FALL 

OF 1992 I WAS DANCING AND PERFORMING 

SO WELL CHARLIE WATTS ASKED ME TO 

JOIN HIM AT THE JAZZ CLUB TO PLAY 

WITH HIS JAZZ BAND. THEN I WAS 

INFORMED THAT POLICE, CRD , BAILIFFS 

AND SHERIFFS WERE SENT TO MY HOME 

TO SEIZE IT AND MY MUSICAL 

INSTRUMENTS BY MY EX-WIFE WHO 

CLAIMED THAT MY HOUSE WAS

"HER FUTURE SUPPORT AND I WAS 

NEGLECTING IT". 


I WAS TERRIFIED, I HAD TO GET BACK 

TO MY HOUSE AND NOT LEAVE IT. 

I TOTALLY LOST MY VIM, MY VIGOR 

AND MY CONFIDENCE. I COULD NOT 

PERSUADE ANYONE TO STAY AT 

OTTER POINT HOUSE BECAUSE THE POLICE WERE TRYING 

TO SEIZE MY HOME.


IN 1993 MY EX-WIFE, ALLEGEDLY 

DELIVERING MY SON LOUIS FOR A 

VISIT LUNGED AT ME, SCRATCHED 

AT MY EYES AND ACCUSED ME OF 

DEALING COCAINE. IT WAS NOT UNTIL 

1996 THAT I MANAGED TO 

ROLLERBLADE AND DO MUSIC 

PRACTICE AND DANCE MY WAY 

TO A FIT STATE AGAIN. 


IN OCTOBER OF 1996 I WAS FALSELY IMPRISONED, FROZEN, CHAINED FOR 

SIX HOURS IN AN UNHEATED 

UNVENTILATED SHERIFF VAN AND 

TERRIBLY PHYSICALLY CRIPPLED AGAIN. 


I COULD NO LONGER DANCE BUT I ROLLERBLADED MY WAY TO FITNESS 

AGAIN BY 1998. THEN THE SAINT 

MICHAEL'S BUS LIFTED MY CAR BY 

ITS DOOR BY J-HOOKING AND THE 

CAR CAME DOWN ON MY HEAD. 


WITHIN A FEW WEEKS I WAS DISABLED 

AS BADLY AS I HAD EVER BEEN AND 

I NEVER DANCED AGAIN BUT I DID ROLLERBLADE AND DO 

MUSIC PRACTICE SOMEHOW.


THE FINAL BLOWS WERE STRUCK 

BY MY BEING SWARMED BY SHERIFFS 

WHEN I WAS A PLAINTIFF IN MY CIVIL 

CASE IN THE BRITISH COLUMBIA 

SUPREME COURT. I DEVELOPED A 

SEVERE SWAYBACK AND I WAS 

TERRIFIED OF ROLLERBLADING 

AND MANY OTHER THINGS. 

MY BROTHER ANDREW, UNINVITED, 

STORMED INTO MY HOUSE SHOUTING 

THAT HE WAS GOING TO TELL  

THE POLICE I WAS HARASSING HIM.  


I HAD LEARNED ABOUT THE THEFT 

OF MY INHERITANCES FROM AUNT 

ANNETTE AND UNCLE ALBERT 

AND I PHONED ANDREW ABOUT THAT. 

HE DID NOT ANSWER, I LEFT TWO 

MESSAGES.


HE TORE UP THE LAWN WITH HIS TRUCK, 

HE KICKED HENRY DOG AND HE HIT ME 

IN MY CHEST AT OTTER POINT HOUSE 

WITH A TEN FINGER TAI CHI BLOW 

AND I NEVER PLAYED HARMONICA 

AGAIN FOR MORE THAN A MINUTE OR SO. 


I CANNOT RECALL WHAT HAPPENED 

FIRST, THE SWARMING OR THE BLOW. 

I THINK BOTH ATROCITIES WERE IN 2001.


I KNOW THIS: I HAVE NEVER RECOVERED, 

I HAVE NEVER DANCED AGAIN, I HAVE NOT PERFORMED IN PUBLIC AGAIN, I CANNOT ROLLERBLADE.


 


I COULD STILL DO THIS EVEN AFTER 

I HAD A SERIES OF COLLAPSES IN 2015 

AND 2016, BUT WITH GREAT DIFFICULTY 

AND FOR ONLY A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. 


IN 2021 I WAS WALKING PAST THE DITCH 

THE REDNECK LAND RAPERS DUG TO 

RUIN MY PROPERTY. THE C-CAN WE 

WERE GOING TO INSTALL BLOCKED 

MOST OF THE DRIVEWAY.


MY LEFT LEG COLLAPSED ( THE SIGHT 

OF THE DITCH HAD CAUSED COLLAPSES PREVIOUSLY) AND I FELL INTO THE 

DITCH AND SINCE THEN I COULD NOT 

EVEN DO MUSIC PRACTICE ANYMORE. 

I CAN NOT GO ANYWHERE OR DO 

ANYTHING (WHERE I AM NOT SEATED) 

FOR MORE THAN A FEW MINUTES.

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