THE WOMEN LIVED IN A WORLD WHERE WHAT THEY IMAGINED CAME TRUE

July 28, 2020

A NON QUANTIFICATORY MENTAL CONSTRUCT WAS THUS CREATED. THERE WAS NO CONNECTION BETWEEN OWNERSHIP, NOR MONETARY COSTS.


The other part of women's cloud of support in my time as a young adult was the ability to live with a lover and have his earnings support the both partners. The welfare cloud may not have always been there like it was in the 1980's with women and women with children, more so, receiving more than men did. 

I remember being left with zero dollars personal earnings, injured and no longer working, nor benefits in 1967 to 1968, 1970 to 1974 , and 1986 til 1990.


My ex-wife could have become impoverished even if she was on welfare but to my knowledge there was money from her mother from home. My mother urgently wanted to collect money from me. It had worked out well for her always. She told me how she wanted me "on payments". Mother had no concept of the finite nature of money, she had my Father's enormous earnings  which were huge, compared to anything I had going. 


The Women were teaching me that I did not have it all together, look at me now broke, in debt for more than I was worth and paying both my Mother and my Wife every month. They did not quantify they simply wanted it all. I would learn a lot from having absolutely nothing left for me. It is true, I worked for years to buy property, personally spending nothing, then I had to finish a house. It was burned down right away and soon after I went to work to rescue the second house. All of this work was unpaid, I got no money, eventually I got through it and I had a house, but I was still unpaid personally at all.


THE ONLY ADVANTAGE I WOULD HAVE IS NO DEBT.


MY MOTHER LONGED TO STAND WITH HER FOOT ON MY NECK COLLECTING EVERY MONTH. SHE WOULD FEEL SO GOOD DOING THAT; HOW COULD I DENY HER "SOME UNDER THE TABLE 'HER' MONEY". 


MY WIFE WHO JUST WANTED TO HAVE CHILDREN JUST WANTED EVERYTHING RIGHT AWAY ON MOVING IN "WHY WOULDN'T I JUST 'GO' AND LEAVE EVERYTHING I OWNED".


LIKE ANIMALS WHO HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF MONEY, THE WOMEN DID NOT TRULY REALIZE THAT WHEE HE HAS TO PAY ME MEANS HE HAS LESS MONEY TO PAY FOR AND NURTURE HIS KIDS. 

The totally careless Women: my Mother needlessly banking away my food money and money for shoes; a few $475 months of payments and I could buy a better car. My extorted payments were deposited in the Bank, would there still be records? Joanne and Andrew inherited the Marijuana extortion money and Joanne took it into the United States. I have to contact US DHS.


I do not have clothes, nor shoes, nor travel money, I have lousy cheap old cars and I have to give my{ living here then living elsewhere then here then there} wife $1050 per month and not for any bills or insurance or food for me when she lived here at Otter Point. It was because if it was not for me, welfare would give her that much each month. She got money from her mummy too. I bet she defamed me to her parents to do that; she would say I gave her nothing.


The man next door said that I would not know how to spend money, he is right, the only spending experience I have had is when building or rebuilding.


DO YOU THINK THE WOMEN WERE OUT OF IT ON A CLOUD OF UNREALITY OR DID THEY KNOW AND PLAN THAT I WOULD BE SUCKED DRY OF MONEY FOREVER.