Wednesday, July 22, 2020

I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES OR RAPIDLY LOSE STRENGTH. THAT IS AN INDICATION OF TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY. Postscript Update on Hypotension

Wednesday, July 22, 2020

MY STRENGTH AND CALM AND FEELING BALANCED IMPROVE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES

THE TITLE STATEMENT MAY SEEM INCREDIBLE. 


RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT I FEEL MUCH STRONGER AND BETTER WITH MY EYES CLOSED. I WALKED, (putting blown down clothes back on the line), LOOKED A BIT, WALKED, LOOKED A BIT AND I WAS ABLE TO STRIDE SO FIRMLY COMPARED WITH THE WAVERING SLIPPING TWISTING COLLAPSING USUAL.


I think laying down allows looking around but I remember having to lay there in the past with no viewing, just listening, that happened a lot. At the worst I could not even have sound, I had to just lay there. 

Right now my arms are supported on my chair arms, I twist and rotate the chair as I type, locked in for support.


As soon as I close my eyes I can breathe so much better, it is a calming breath. I have to lie down now, I could force it but would end up exhausted



S AS HUMANS STAND ERECT.








THERE ARE COMPENSATING AUTONOMIC SYSTEMS. WHEN THESE SYSTEMS ARE DAMAGED BY DISEASE OR BY, IN MY CASE, HEAD INJURY AND COLLAPSE HISTORY,  THE BRAIN IS DEPRIVED OF BLOOD FLOW AND IN SOME CASES  BLOOD PRESSURE WILL DRAMATICALLY INCREASE. 


IN MY EXPERIENCE, I BEGIN TO LOSE THE ABILITY TO STAND, I AM DRIVEN TO LIE DOWN BY AN OVERWHELMING URGE. I WILL BECOME SLEEPY, I WILL HAVE BRAIN FOG, I STUMBLE. 


I AM RESSUCITATED, USUALLY, BY A THIRTY OR FORTY MINUTE NAP WITHOUT CLOTHING AND IN A REAL BED OR IN A CAR BED IN THE PAST, WHERE I KNOW I WILL NOT BE AWAKENED BY ATTACKERS OR RAIDERS. SUBSEQUENT TO AN ATTACK, OR A RAID, I CANNOT SLEEP THERE.


I WILL DO MORE RESEARCH; IT SEEMS A NERVE MALFUNCTION MAY CAUSE THIS. I THINK IT IS A SYMPTOM OF TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY. More to come...

S AS HUMANS STAND ERECT.








THERE ARE COMPENSATING AUTONOMIC SYSTEMS. WHEN THESE SYSTEMS ARE DAMAGED BY DISEASE OR BY, IN MY CASE, HEAD INJURY AND COLLAPSE HISTORY,  THE BRAIN IS DEPRIVED OF BLOOD FLOW AND IN SOME CASES  BLOOD PRESSURE WILL DRAMATICALLY INCREASE. 


IN MY EXPERIENCE, I BEGIN TO LOSE THE ABILITY TO STAND, I AM DRIVEN TO LIE DOWN BY AN OVERWHELMING URGE. I WILL BECOME SLEEPY, I WILL HAVE BRAIN FOG, I STUMBLE. 


I AM RESSUCITATED, USUALLY, BY A THIRTY OR FORTY MINUTE NAP WITHOUT CLOTHING AND IN A REAL BED OR IN A CAR BED IN THE PAST, WHERE I KNOW I WILL NOT BE AWAKENED BY ATTACKERS OR RAIDERS. SUBSEQUENT TO AN ATTACK, OR A RAID, I CANNOT SLEEP THERE.


I WILL DO MORE RESEARCH; IT SEEMS A NERVE MALFUNCTION MAY CAUSE THIS. I THINK IT IS A SYMPTOM OF TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY. More to come...


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