Thursday, December 12, 2019
VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS AN AMBULATORY THING; YOU CANNOT WALK OR STAND BUT BRIEFLY OR NOT AT ALL
I HAVE EXPERIENCED THE VIRTUAL PARALYSIS I AM EXPERIENCING NOW IN THE PAST, AT THE SAME STAGE OF RECOVERING FROM A COLLAPSED AND LOCKED BACK AS I AM AT NOW IN DECEMBER 2019
I remember laying down and not wanting to go anywhere during my 1967 injury.
I still am looked at as somehow personally flawed when I lay there not doing anything; you just plain cannot move for very long or stand for very long.
In May 1970 a 1956 Ford pulled in front of the Mini Cooper I was a passenger in and stopped with only a few feet to slow. I hit the dash, the roof or windshield and fell out of the Mini Cooper onto Kingsway Ave in Vancouver BC.
I remember being flat out in an armchair with my feet over the table in the early Seventies, that position was the only one I could tolerate except for laying flat on my back with a leg rest keeping some traction on my spine. Later in the Seventies I was able to drive and walk a little but I would have to stop my car and roll on my back on a lawn to keep it from collapsing. Then back to the recling position with legs held up.
Everyone must have seen the former CNR Yardforeman who did not work anymore. Everyone must have seen the Man who was on the go all the time not going anyuwhere anytime. That is what Virtual Paralysis is. I was suffering from the effects of Tonic Immobility most likely, I thought it was a back problem at the time, pinched nerves or what but now I think I went paralyzed as an effect of the reintroduction of the same situation I was in as I experienced terrible childhood beatings and hair pulling throwdowns and being jumped on.
HOW COULD PEOPLE WHO WITNESSED THE ABOVE GET TOGETHER A FEW YEARS LATER TO "TAKE ME DOWN" AND TO HIDE AND SIEZE MY UNCLE'S WILL.
IT IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY FOR MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER TO THINK I SHOULD SUPPORT OR SHARE ASSETS WITH HER SHE LOST EVERYTHING WE OWNED. I bought my own house back with inherited money. None of it is hers, none was hers and she spent all I owned twice, I had to buy my property back twice with inherited money.
Everyone saw me laying there not able to do anything and not able to do phsical work again and again. Still my ex-wife said she and her lawyer knew about my back and they were going to put so much pressure on me my back and neck would go and I would do somerthing I would not be able to get out of. That second part of the last sentence. Oh so crazy crazy crazy.
There is a feeling of powerlessness when you have Tonic Immobility and you are being threatened or menaced in any way. When you have Collapse Immobility or Tonic Immobility there are additional physical problems such as Swayback. All of these symtoms create Virtual Paralysis.
HOW COULD FAMILY WHO SAW THE SITUATION AND SYMPTOMS DESCRIBED ABOVE FORCE ME TO WORK FOR THEM AND TAKE MY INHERITANCES WITH WHICH I WOULD BE ABLE TO EARN A LIVING WITHOUT HAVING TO DO HARD PHYSICAL LABOR
ReplyDeleteLindon Collard
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It requires more financial support to be able to fully replace all that being ambulatory gives a person besides the money from emploiyment.
There is my head and two Kurzweils I play and program. What would,like they do with keyboards, happen if I was a head only model. The head grafted to two K200's would require quite a lot of labor to get some where and do a performance. Same as me paralyzed, I could not afford to do it when it became logistically harder and harder to get around in Tonic Immobility Collapse, Virtually Paralyzed.