Wednesday, June 12, 2019

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Wednesday, June 12, 2019

I CAN COLLAPSE INSIDE IN AN INSTANT

INTERNAL COLLAPSE IS SUBTLE BUT DEVASTATING




Without falling to the ground back and neck joints lose their clearance or cushion or suspension and one can hardly breathe and barely move instantly.


This Monday morning at around 5;50 am I carried the recycling to the end of the driveway for pickup. I had been watering the berries along the driveway for animal use mostly and I noticed that any water on the driveway ran right into the house hole and I just freaked that such a thing would be done and that Authorities would pretend not to see or be so ignorant as to not know that no one slopes their drive way down to their house unless they have to. The Canadian Building Code has always actually prohibited this on page one or two.

I am definitely in a state of Virtual Paralysis or Tonic Immobility and I am unable to return to the driveway, I feel I will just plain slump or throw up just thinking about it. It is Thursday June 12 2018 today.


The septage from both adjacent properties also flows on to my land at the house from the bigger home in back and at my well from the trailer in front. In addition the unlawfully constructed earth dam sits seventeen feet above my main floor and only a hundred feet away. Poop water, urine, detergents and probably sick old people pharmaceuticals and all the driveway water and a possible tidal wave at the house if the stupid dam breaks and all done on purpose to ruin enjoyment and make a man really really nervous and I am, to the point of Collaps


          

2 comments:

  1. I can still see the stream of water running down the driveway. (Which was up to start with.) I had planned everything so well, got the permits for a house on the hill like the Code says it should be and the Cocaine and Alcohol Addled Rednecks dug a hole and got my ex-wife's stupid choice of a contractor to site my home down in the hole and it was full full full of poop water and urine the first year in a sea of mud and clay too.

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  2. Like a bad flashback I keep seeing the stream of water flowing to the house hole and I feel weak, shaky and unstable sitting here typing.

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People whom I have never met hate me and my life ticks away. I am crippled and isolated in bed at home.

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