BRAIN INJURY AND SHELL SHOCK SUFFERERS ARE LOSERS TO THE NUMBERS OF CONNECTED FOES AS THEY SEEK THEIR OWN ONGOING SUSTENANCE AND THEIR NECESSARY AND UNINTERRUPTED PEACE AT THEIR HOME.

 

LAW GAME WINNERS- TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY LOSERS

July 14, 2020         UPDATED ON  APRIL 28 2022..

ONCE AGAIN THE PROBABILITY OF EVIDENCE AND THE DIAGNOSIS OF INJURY INDICATE THAT I HAVE A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AND SHELL SHOCK. LAW OFFICERS WANT TO WIN SO THEY IGNORE EVIDENCE OF BRAIN INJURY AND SWAYBACK AND TONIC IMMOBILITY TO WIN! THEY MAKE UP STORIES AND RAID MY HOME AND THIS IS REALLY BAD FOR ME. 

TONIC IMMOBILITY, COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY, SHELL SHOCK AND SWAYBACK MAY REQUIRE A PHYSICAL COMPONENT IN THE INJURY.

The classic wartime Shell Shock Victim has likely been subjected to detonations nearby damaging his brain if not to other physical blows to the body and head. 

In cases of Tonic Immobility, childhood abuse is said to be a factor. The unsupported position one finds one self in is a factor as a child or later as an adult. Are blows to the body and head a factor? My childhood abuse was facilitated by a great number of blows to the head, wrenches of the neck and back and by throwing adult weight onto me as I lay supine.

IN MY CASE, AN  ACCIDENT PERPETRATOR'S INDEMNIFYING AGENCY WHICH  

IS TO ADJUDICATE  AND PAY TO REMEDY THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE ACCIDENT OR 

INSTANCE OF NEGLIGENCE WILL CONTACT POLICE TO TRY TO DISCREDIT ME AND  

THUS ESCAPE HAVING TO PAY A JUST COMPENSATION FOR THE LOSS I AM SUFFERING.

THERE ARE ALSO TRESPASSERS AND INTIMIDATING  UNWARANTED INTERVENORS WHO WHEN THEY ARE ORDERED TO LEAVE OR DESIST FROM THEIR BEHAVIOR WILL CALL POLICE AND MAKE A HYSTERICAL CLAIM THAT THEY ARE IN DANGER FROM MYSELF WHO WILL NOT ENTER ONTO OTHER PERSONS PROPERTY AND WHO IS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED.

The Police Officer is looking for a win. A successful investigation, raid and prosecution will be an aid to future promotion. Of course this means that I will be punished with fines or imprisonment INSTEAD OF RECEIVING THE COMPENSATION OR ANY PROTECTION. 

There has been the cost of hiring a lawyer or a large amount of work for me to do to learn how to defend against a charge AND I WANT TO PROSECUTE ANY FALSE COMPLAINANT. I have not been convicted in any of the four instances when this was done to strike back at me a badly crippled Citizen. I HAVE NOT BEEN ALLOWED TO LITIGATE EFFECTIVELY AGAINST NOR PROSECUTE ANY FALSE COMPLAINANT. I am defeated by  the *Law Officers' cronyism and ironclad self interest.

ALL OF THE LAWYERS ARE IN THE SAME BUSINESS PROMOTIONAL AND PROTECTION LAW MONOPOLY.

ALL OF THE LAW OFFICERS, LAWYERS, JUDGES, POLICE, BY-LAW OFFICERS, SHERIFFS AND OUR ELECTED POLITICIANS SEEM TO BE IN THE ONE AND ONLY SAME PROTECTION AND FACILITATION CIRCLE. 

In addition the Crown will keep prejudicial records of the arrest whether the citizen whom the Police Officer is having a "win" on is guilty or not guilty.

OTHER PEOPLE WILL FIND OUT ABOUT THIS AND JUMP ON THE BANDWAGON WHICH MAKES ME LOOK REALLY BAD AND DANGEROUS AS MANY HYSTERICALLY DERANGED PERSONS WILL DRAMATIZE THEIR FABRICATED DANGER AND NEED FOR ACTION AGAINST ME, LAYING THERE PARALYZED.

THERE WILL BE POLICE AT MY DOOR WITHOUT A WARRANT, NOT NECESSARY, THEY HAVE BEEN HYSTERALICIZED.

LAWYERS ARE SO VAIN AND SELF INTERESTED THAT A RESOLUTION TO LITIGATION MUST INCLUDE "WINS" FOR BOTH LAWYERS AND MOST CRIMINAL CHARGES ARE DISPOSED OF BY PLEAS WHICH HAVE THE SAME EFFECT I BELIEVE. 

LAWYERS PREFER TO OR EXCLUSIVELY AVOID COMBATIVE LITIGATION AND WANT TO MAKE A BACK ROOM DEAL TO SETTLE THE LITIGATION.

THUS ANY DEFAMATION HYSTERICALLY CREATED TO ESCAPE LIABILITY WILL GO UNCHALLENGED AND BECOME A NEGATIVE INFERENCE AGAINST THE HONORABLE AND DAMAGED PLAINTIFF.

My ex-wife declared she was unhappy, I had to go. This was her last chance "to get money". She was going to have a big win and my losing everything would not be enough she "wanted me in jail or on the street". Enhancing her "win" would be my total loss.

 JOHNNY DEPP AND AMBER HEARD ARE IN LITIGATION COMBATING EACH OTHER.

JOHNNY DEPP LOOKS LIKE THE CARICATURE OF AN ANGRY AND UNRULY MAN. 

I GET THE IMPRESSION THAT AS DEPP SLAMS THE CABINET DOORS AND POURS WINE, HE IS ENGAGING IN A METHOD ACTOR LIKE DEMONSTRATION OF ANGER.

JOHNNY DEPP COULD PROBABLY PORTRAY ANY EMOTION OR MENTAL STATE. 

JOHNNY'S PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION WILL PROBABLY BE COMING SOON.

AMBER HEARD HAS HAD A PSYCHOLOGIST'S EVALUATION DONE ON HER.

AMBER HEARD IS SAID TO HAVE A BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER. AMBER IS SAID TO HAVE HYSTERICAL PERSONALITY DISORDER. I WILL WRITE AN *EXHAUSTING ARTICLE SOON ABOUT MY PERCEPTION OF NARCISSISM IN MY EX-WIFE AND OTHER WOMEN, WHICH WHEN THAT IS COUPLED WITH HYSTERICAL PERSONALITY DISORDER  CREATES EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN IN SONGS, BLOGS AND CARTOONS AND MOST ACCURATELY IN FULLBLOWN SCHITZOPHRENIC AND FULLBLOWN SCHITZOPHRENIC LIAR WHICH ARE ON YOUTUBE AND A FEW POSTS BACK ON THIS CAPRICIOUS JUSTICE blog.

*EXHAUSTING IS WHAT I MEAN, IT WILL BE A VERY TIRING RESEARCH AND CORRELATION CHORE.

THERE IS ALSO THE "PSYCHODROME" SERIES COLLECTED IN THIS blog. THESE VIDEOS WERE POSTED ON YOUTUBE LONG AGO ALONG WITH MORE VIDEOS ABOUT HYSTERIA NARCISSISM AND CONNIVING. MANY OF MY POLITICAL SATIRE CARTOONS REFLECT MORE OF THE NARCISSISM AND HYSTERICAL DARK IMAGININGS OF POLICE, BY-LAW OFFICERS, CIVIL SERVANTS, POLITICIANS AND DEMAGOGUES.

FAMILYBOORLOOMS YOUTUBE CHANNEL, THE BOORS 01 TO 05, BOORS 001 TO 003 VIDEOS, MALAFUCAWANDAHAT YOUTUBE CHANNEL, MALAFUCA DANCE YOUTUBE CHANNEL, DRUNKYCOCAMOVISION YOUTUBE CHANNEL, THE LAWYER'S TOOLBAR YOUTUBE CHANNEL AND HAYROLLED TURDHAM'S ATTACKS ON *PENGUN IN THIS BLOG, 

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John Horgan BC Member of the Legislature and Premier adds "Fuck" to the official vernacular and the "finger" to officially sanctioned Public Demeanor:

Lindon Collard <lindoncollard@gmail.com>	Wed, Apr 27, 7:30 AM (23 hours ago)
to John

Thank you for your service in expanding Linguistic and 

Behavioral parameters everywhere.  

Please do not try to say that The Permission of Language 

and Demeanor in Official Public 

Circumstances through the process that: if our Members 

of the Legislative House act in a particular manner and 

speak in a particular manner then it is OK for all of us, 

the Citizens, to have the same freedom of expression 

is only a Federal and Westminster Parliamentary 

System Protocol. Please, I implore you to keep the 

Westminster System and The Rule of Hansard alive.

If you try to say that you are not bound by the rule of 

Hansard then, I would reluctantly take 

the permission, but I would withdraw the congratulations 

and not using the word in its most allegedly offensive form, 

as an ephitit, but as a descriptive term, I would say that you 

are really ``fucked up``. 

Keep up with Capricious Justice@ blogspot.com. right at the 

start it had a letter posted I hand delivered you long ago.         

https://capriciousjustice.blogspot.com/  click on a banner.

Tuesday, April 26, 2022

HOW I GO FROM BAD TO WORSE 

THROUGH MULTIPLE SHELLSHOCK 

COLLAPSES AND/OR CONVULSIONS.

NOTES FROM THE DITZKRIEG

 

DITZKREIG

This is a forbidden subject blog. I Speak the Unspeakable. Get in Touch with the Untouchable. Why is there DITZKRIEG? What was the problem? Is it possible Women bite the hand that feeds them as the only available hand to bite? Wondering, what was the issue with the Alf Toone Housing Corporation? One of my workers told me he heard this: "We are going to bankrupt him and his Ferrarri". Malignant Narcissist Female Supremacists I pay $100K tax/yr

THE GUILT

April 27, 2022

MOTHER RAILED AT ME:

"I AM NO GOOD" SHE SAID, "ANDREW IS NO GOOD".

THAT WAS CORRECT, MY MOTHER AND MY BROTHER WERE STEALING MY MAIL. MY POOR OLD UNCLE ALBERT, ALL ALONE AT 76 YEARS OLD LIKE I AM NOW, WOULD THINK I WAS IGNORING HIM. THEY WENT TO WORK GETTING HIM TO CHANGE HIS WILL AS THEY DID TO MY AUNT, OR IT LOOKS LIKE IT WAS CHANGED AFTER IT WAS PUBLISHED. 

EITHER MY WIFE OR MY MOTHER HAD STOLEN MY MAIL. THEY WERE HIDING THE WILL, A $2,000,000. INHERITANCE FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT. NOTICE HAD BEEN SENT BY MAIL EITHER HERE OR TO MY MOTHER'S ADDRESS. THEY THOUGHT IT WOULD NOT BE "GOOD FOR ME TO KNOW, I WOULD NOT TRY HARD ENOUGH'' DITZ CONTROLLED ANDREW SAID. THEY, AND MY SISTER, SISTER IN LAW AND MY EX WIFE WERE VERY BAD. THEY WERE "NO GOOD".

THEY TOOK EVERY PENNY IN THE END!

I DID NOT GET A CENT AND STILL I WAS IN DEBT TO THEM THEY FELT OVER THE EARNINGS THEY WERE KEEPING FROM THE "TAKEDOWN" OF MYSELF IN 1984.

HOW I GO FROM BAD TO WORSE THROUGH MULTIPLE SHELLSHOCK COLLAPSES AND/OR CONVULSIONS.

MY DIARIES ARE ACCURATELY DATED.

I could not say that I was fit in 2015,when the latest series of collapses flared up and froze me into Tonic Immobility and Spasm. 

I was barely able to tolerate or be capable of going to a doctor's appointment or of going shopping in Victoria. I would be wrecked for several of the following days. I had to lay down most of the time for two days to be able to drive to Victoria and do one errand. 

I was not able to be comfortable at the Rockcliffe Apartment Building I owned where I had been subjected to Police raids, and armed trespass where trespassers brought armed Police on to my property with them. This is Insane and it terrorizes me. 

A twelve person, not enforcement, occupation of my property, an Atco Fencing Co.and Alf TooneLLC mob had invaded my parking lot in 2001 in Victoria BC and they would not stop fencing my property off from the Park I bought The Rockcliffe  on account of. They would not leave either when I ordered them to "Get off of my Property". I phoned Victoria Police, the only time in my entire life I have phoned Police, I did not want to be fenced like a prison camp. The Police refused to stop them. That is terrifying and it causes Chronic Tonic Immobility. This bad experience happened in 2001.  

THIS IS A LIST OF SOME COLLAPSES:

1993: I told my Doctor Prendergast that the first of the bouts of Virtual Paralysis which did not occur after an accident was when my ex-wife scratched at my eyes and threatened with Police.

I had thought that when Betty or Trixie jumped at me said I was involved with cocaine and scratched at my eyes that I had lost my footing on some plastic pop bottles that were in the hallway.

Unbeknownst to myself at the time and for some time, I had a Tonic Immobility Collapse not a slip and fall on pop bottles.

2001:

Was this before or after the other 2001 Collapse?

I WAS FINDING OUT THAT MY INHERITANCES HAD BEEN SACKED.

MY EX WIFE WAS ALSO TRYING TO GET MY MOTHER TO LEAVE MY FATHER'S MONEY TO HER, TRIXIE DASHEVSKY.

I COMPLAINED THE ONLY WAY I COULD WITHOUT GOING TO ANDREW'S HOUSE, BY PHONE MESSAGE WHICH I DIARIZED.

ANDREW DROVE IN HERE, WITHOUT PHONING, HE DROVE HIS TRUCK ALONG THE STRIP OF LAWN BESIDE MY DRIVEWAY TEARING IT UP. HE KICKED HENRY DOG AND WHEN I OPENED THE DOOR  ANDREW COLLARD RUSHED IN FOLLOWING ME INTO MY KITCHEN AND IMMEDIATELY HIT ME IN THE CHEST WITH A TAI CHI BLOW. HE, STEALING MY MONEY WAS GOING TO CALL POLICE AND SAY I WAS HARASSING HIM. I COLLAPSED.

SUMMER 2009:

THERE WERE OTHER COLLAPSES, ONE THAT PERSISTED FOR A WHILE HAPPENED IN 2009 WHEN PAUL DRUMMOND CAME DUST CLOUDING IN TO HERE TO ORDER ME TO NOT PRACTICE WHILE HE HAD HIS HOME LISTED A HALF KILOMETRE AWAY FROM HERE.

WHEN PAUL DRUMMOND, PLUMBER FROM AMANDA PLACE SAW MY QUAD HE SAID "THAT QUAD IS YOURS AND YOU ARE GROWING MARIJUANA UP TUGWELL CREEK ROAD." "I AM GOING TO GET THE POLICE". 

I COLLAPSED WHEN HE MADE THIS THREAT AND I DEGENERATED INTO A MORE  DETERIORATED CONDITION THAN I HAD BEEN IN FOR YEARS. I HAD BEEN ABLE TO QUAD AND I COULD WALK BUT NOT FOR LONG. WALKING WOULD DISABLE ME FOR DAYS AFTER I DID IT.  

A CHRONOLOGICAL LIST OF SOME RECENTLY OCCURRING COLLAPSES:

NOVEMBER 2015:

In November of 2015 I had to go to the Rockcliffe. I entered and I heard the malfunctioning hall pressurization unit so I went to the Electrical Room to turn it off. As I left the electrical room I felt the shuddering breath and I began to experience some back twisting and then I had a Reprise Tonic Immobility Collapse.

I caught myself before I collapsed right down to the floor, but this desperate action wrenches and injures the spine or back muscles.

I immediately (I can feel it in my neck now) headed for my car, parked where I could get to it ten feet from the Utility Door at the East side of the Rockcliffe. I was in a similar position to the one I was in when the twelve people occupied my parking lot and I then, as I did in 2001, collapsed right down into a ball on the ground. I was upright but particularly on the left with all of my joints overstretched. It is like being a contortionist.

As I got into my car I collapsed right down to the pavement on the left side just like I did in 2001.

THESE COLLAPSES OCCURRED IN SOOKE I KNOW IT WAS AROUND THE SAME TIME:

WINTER OR SPRING 2016:

I was driving down a deserted Otter Point Road, as recorded in my diaries, when a Flag Person jumped out and waved me down.

I noticed that no work was going on so I opened my sun roof, laying at a 135* angle in my seat, I politely asked to pass through as no work was going on. The flag Lady was chatting and laughing with the construction crew stopped and parking along otter Point Road right at the Sooke to Otter Point Boundary.

The flag person dropped her flag and I started to go ahead but she was not dropping the flag so as to obey the Law but she was breaking the Law by photographing me in my car without my permission but to cause Police trouble based on Bullshit once again from a Female Supremacist.

THEN TEN LABORERS RUSHED OUT FROM SITTING AROUND BY THE ROAD BRANDISHING AXES AND CROWBARS.

I AM LUCKY TO HAVE GOTTEN AWAY FROM THEM THANKS TO ALREADY HAVING STARTED WHEN THE FLAG WAS DROPPED WHICH WAS UNLAWFULLY USED TO STOP TRAFFIC. I have a DOT A book certification from the 1960's, I know this.

I HAD A FULL CONVULSION LAYING ON MY CAR SEAT AT 135* SO I DID NOT FALL.

THE CONVULSION IS VIOLENT AND DAMAGING AND LEAVES ME PARALYZED.

THE STUPID FLAG WOMAN FROM VICTORIA TRAFFIC SERVICES HAS ME TERRIFIED ABOUT DRIVING AGAIN.

I contacted Sooke Village Employees who thought this was funny.

I contacted Sooke Mayor Maja Tait, a lawyer's wife, and she tried to provoke a statement she could use to complain to Police about me. This behavior terrorizes and paralyzes me.

WINTER OR SPRING 2016:

Shortly after the Otter Point Road threatening behavior and collapse, a female clerk made a mathematical error and said I had "the most horrible look on my face that she had ever seen". Yes I guess that was what my face looks like as I was horrified as I experienced another Collapse.

I complained to her boss in email after he did not answer the phone number he gave me and he replied with an email WHICH DEFAMES ME TO POLICE and says he was in contact with Police about me and he has the Police on to me again, and is creating more of My False History.

I think I thus became more and more paralyzed. 

NEW COLLAPSES HAD OCCURRED HERE AT OTTER POINT AT MY HOUSE ON THE TWELVE ACRES.

FEBRUARY 24 2016:

VICTORIA CITY BYLAW GARDINER RAIDS WITH A FORCE OF THREE TRYING TO KICK MY DOORS IN OVER A BOGUS AND INVALID RAFT OF TICKETS FOR A FAILURE TO HAVE SNOW SHOVELED ON THE PUBLIC SIDEWALK OUT FRONT OF PROPERTY I OWN AT 1313, 1315 AND 1317 HILLSIDE AVENUE IN THE CITY OF VICTORIA AT THE TIME THE CITY ORDERS ME, TOTALLY CRIPPLED AND DRIVEN OFF MY PROPERTY IN VICTORIA TO ACCOMPLISH. FURTHERMORE, THEY DID NOT HAVE LAWFUL CAUSE TO LODGE THE BULK OF THE COMPLAINTS AGAINST ME EVEN IF THEY HAD ANY VALIDITY. 

WHEN THE TWO POLICE TRUCKS AND THREE WHAT WERE THE OTHER TWO? CADETS, CAME HERE, I WAS IN THE SHOWER WHEN I HEARD THE POUNDING OF THEIR TRYING TO KICK MY FRONT DOOR IN. I WENT TO TAKE A  LOOK OUTSIDE. I COLLAPSED AT THE WINDOW WHEN I SAW THE TWO POLICE TRUCKS AND THEN IN THE ENSUING DAYS I HAD TWO DEVASTATING REPRISE COLLAPSES RIGHT DOWN TO THE GROUND LITERALLY BLOWING OUT THE MEMBRANE IN MY LEFT KNEE AND CAUSING TONIC IMMOBILITY PARALYSIS.

 JUNE 8, 2016:

THIS IS THE ALL CRAZY WOMEN ATTACK AND DO NOT GASLIGHT ME, CRAZY WOMEN WITH SWAT ON SPEED DIAL CAME TO MY OTTER POINT CRIPPLED MAN'S HOME WITH A COMPLETELY DARKLY IMAGINED RAID.

THE DIKEY ONE WITH THE BULLETPROOF VEST AND THE RADIO SAID SHE HAD A RIGHT TO INVESTIGATE AND SHE WAS GOING TO CHARGE ME WITH ANIMAL CRUELTY. DID I EVER SEND A COMPLAINT AND A DEMAND FOR INFORMATION ABOUT THIS VISIT, AND THE NOTICE ABOUT THE DEVASTATING CONVULSION AND ENSUING GREATER DISABILITY THAT VISIT CAUSED TO MY MLA JOHN HORGAN.

THE WOMAN WITH NO PANTS ON DRESSED ACCURATELY AS A 1980'S GOVERNMENT STREET, VICTORIA, SEX WORKER GOT OUT OF THE POLICE TRUCK WITH HER BUTTOCKS TRANSPARENTLY COVERED ONLY BY STRETCHED TO TRANSPARENCY TIGHTS. I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS AT LENGTH TO MY MLA AND IN MY blogs.

THERE IS SOMETHING TERRIFYING ABOUT NOT HAVING SEX FOR FIFTEEN YEARS BY VIRTUE OF BEING DRIVEN OUT OF MY #300 1317 HILLSIDE AVENUE SUITE WHERE I WOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE WOMEN I MET AND HAVE SEX.

THEN THE ONLY BARE ASS I HAVE SEEN FOR FIFTEEN YEARS IS PART OF A RAID, an Assault, an Obstruction of Justice, a total Lying Fantasy authored I believe by a well known serial Fake 911 Caller. I was told that a Civil Servant's wife wanders around, even at night,  looking for excuses to bring down enforcement on the people who live near her home in Otter Point. I demanded that my MLA and other authorities tell me for sure, who started it, who passed it along who sent the British Columbia Special Constable here which caused me to for some reason, to have a Convulsion when the bare ass was displayed by the Provocatively Costumed Woman emerging backwards down out of the Police truck. "I CAN FLASH MY JUICY BOTTOM ". THAT WOULD BE ALL DAY ALL OVER TOWN. 

If a woman flashes her ass on a Quasi Police Raid, where would she not titillate but do not touch the precious woman who was flashing her sex organ like Harvey Wienstein or Henry Wiener. Usually a bare ass display means that the woman wants to have Sex. Is there, for a woman, not performing on stage or screen, another reason to be displaying her bare bottom. It is either Sex for Sale or, could she want me to caress her buttocks and fornicate?

IT IS ALL BAD INSTEAD, AN INTIMIDATION FROM ONE WOMAN AND A SEXUAL TEASE FROM THE OTHER WOMAN WHO OBVIOUSLY RAN AROUND ALL DAY AND PROBABLY NIGHT FLASHING HER ASS.

WHEN WIENSTEIN PULLED OUT HIS PENIS HE WAS NOT SEXUALLY TEASING, HE WAS WILLING TO HAVE SEX SO HE PULLED HIS DICK OUT AND THE WOMEN HAD YEARS LONG PSYCHOLOGICAL REPERCUSSIONS.

I AM SEX STARVED BY ONE FEMALE PLOY TO ANOTHER: FROM A MARRIAGE WHERE MY WIFE MOVED IN AND ANNOUNCED "THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A GOOD MARRIAGE, I AM NOT GOING TO COOK CLEAN OR FUCK" TO NEIGHBOR LADIES TAKING OVER MY VICTORIA HOME, IN 2001 WHICH MADE MEETING WOMEN IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME SINCE THEN. 

THROUGHOUT THE LAST FORTY YEARS, I HAVE HAD LITTLE SEX EXCEPT FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS HERE AND THERE WHEN I HAD GIRLFRIENDS, THAT BEING UNABLE TO USE MY VICTORIA SUITE I RENOVATED AND CANNOT USE HURTS, BADLY! 

THEN HERE AT OTTER POINT IN 2016 IS THE SIGHT OF SEX PLUS A THREATENING LAW ENFORCEMENT WOMAN ON A TRIP FROM THE PSYCHODROME WITH THE ABILITY TO LIE ABOUT ME AND GET ME LOCKED UP. I FIND THIS TERRIFYING!

https://drunkycocamo.blogspot.com/2022/04/the-psychodrome.html    You might have to copy and paste this

https://drunkycocamo.blogspot.com/2022/04/the-psychodrome.html      link, wrong colors I think.

SOMEHOW THIS BLEW MY MIND AND I HAD CONVULSIONS AND I BECAME MORE AND MORE DISABLED AND I FELT SO BAD AND SO TRODDEN ON I HAD FUGE AGAIN.

I suffered from a Convulsion when the bare ass loomed at me. I see it over and over again. It is the multiplicity of the  natures of the Sexually Provocative but Forbidding and Controlling and Darkly Imagining and Fabricating Women, telling Fables to Lawyers and the Fake 911 Cop calling Women that is so twisting of the psyche.

I CONVULSED, I DID NOT FALL BUT MY JAW CLENCHED AND I BEGAN TO DROOL AT BOTH CORNERS OF MY MOUTH AND I HAVE NOT STOPPED DROOLING. I AM SITTING HERE DROOLING RIGHT NOW.

I FELT AND HEARD A CRISPING SOUND IN MY TEETH, WHICH I POSTED AND EMAILED ABOUT TO ENTER THE EVIDENCE. EVENTUALLY THREE TEETH FELL OUT ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY JAW. THESE WERE TEETH THAT WERE BROKEN LOOSE, NOT DECAYED. ONE ON ITS POST, ONE BROKEN AT THE BASE, ONE FALLEN OUT WHOLE, GOLD CROWN ROOTS AND ALL.  I KEPT THE TEETH AND PHOTOGRAPHED THEM AND I WILL TRY TO ADD THE PHOTOGRAPH IN.

NOVEMBER 5, 2020:

THE LAST CONVULSION I REMEMBER RIGHT NOW HAPPENED AS I PASSED THE ROCKLIFFE IN MY CAR ON THE WAY TO AN UNNECESSARY MEDICAL PROTOCOL VISIT ORDERED BY KRISTIE JACOBS. I HAD BEEN CHASED OFF OF MY HOME AT THE ROCKCLIFFE OR I WOULD HAVE DRIVEN THERE EARLY BEFORE RUSH HOUR AND SLEPT UNTIL THE TIME OF MY APPOINTMENT ACROSS THE STREET.

INSTEAD I HAD TO DRIVE FROM SOOKE AND I GOT INTO A (POSTED) ONE HOUR DELAY MAKING THE TRIP TAKE ONE HOUR AND FIFTY MINUTES, TOO LONG FOR ME TO TOLERATE AND AS I PASSED THE ROCKLIFFE, I HAVE THE IMAGE BURNED IN TO MY MEMORY, I COLLAPSED OR HAD A SEIZURE AND AS A RESULT, MY LEFT ARM STOPPED WORKING PROPERLY AMONG OTHER SYMPTOMS DIARIZED AND EMAILED TO EVERY RESPONSIBLE AUTHORITY.

I CAN HARDLY DO ANYTHING AND I WOULD NOT BE LIKE THIS IF I WAS NOT IN FACT DISABLED FROM MY CHILDHOOD BEATING AND THE VIGILANCE REQIRED TO WATCH OUT FOR MY BEATER MOTHER AND CONTINUALLY, TO THIS DAY I AM ATTACKED AND INTIMIDATED OVER AND OVER AGAIN

 

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Disabled not compensated means that the minute I am smashed in an accident I stop all productive activity. There has to be an alternative pay day when all of yours are terminated by injury. I REALIZE IN RETROSPECT THAT I MANAGED TO DEAL WITH BEING DISABLED SEVERAL TIMES. IN 1968, BY WORKING THREE WEEKS ON AND ONE WEEK OFF UNTIL I WAS INJURED AND DOMINATED AGAIN IN 1970. FOUR YEARS LATER I WORKED THE JEWELRY FACTORY, AT FIRST ONLY TWO DAYS A WEEK. DEC.1986 INJURIES: FOUR HOURS AND BACK TO BED.

Monday, April 25, 2022

IF A DISABLED PERSON LIKE MYSELF RECEIVED WHAT THEY HAD CONTRACTED TO RECEIVE AND THEY HAD PAID FOR WHILE EMPLOYED WITH A CREDIBLE CORPORATION, THE DISABILITY I SUFFER FROM MIGHT NOT HAVE DEVELOPED OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL I AM NOT FUNCTIONAL

I AM DEFINITELY EXPERIENCING THE SAME INABILITY TO HAVE A PROPER RELEASE BREATH WHICH I SUFFERED FROM WHEN I HAD THE BREATH CRUSHED OUT OF ME AS A CHILD; THAT WAS PERPETRATED BY MY MOTHER.

THIS INFERNAL SHORTNESS OF BREATH, AND DIAPHRAGM LOCKING UP, AND SPASM AND WEAKNESS IS CAUSED BY OR IT IS ASSOCIATED WITH A REVERSE ARCH IN THE ARCHITECTURE AND ALIGNMENT OF THE BACK. 

SHELL SHOCK AFTER WWI WAS CALLED "SWAYBACK", DESCRIBING THE SPINAL MISALIGNMENT AND/OR SPASM THAT BOWS THE BACK  CAUSING AN INABILITY FOR THE AFFLICTED PERSON TO GET TO THEIR FEET AND STAND UP STRAIGHT. 

I AM AFFLICTED BY A STATE OF FUGE AND HYPER ALERTNESS AS I TRY TO MAKE SURE SOME AUTHORITY WILL NOT SNEAK UP AND THREATEN ME AND THEN I  HAVE A TONIC IMMOBILITY COLLAPSE. 

THERE HAVE BEEN A HUNDRED THIRTY HOSTILE PEOPLE ON MY PROPERTY IN THE LAST THIRTY YEARS.  SEVENTEEN PEOPLE WERE HERE AT ONCE, WHEN I SOUGHT A BC WATER ACT RIPARIAN REMEDY BY APPEALING TO THE ENVIRONMENTAL APPEAL BOARD OF THE BRITISH COLUMBIA CABINET FORTY TWO YEARS AGO.

 

I ATTENDED A HEARING IN VICTORIA. FOURTEEN REDNECKS, INCLUDING THEIR CHILDREN CAME TO THE HEARING AS INTERVENORS, ALL OF THEM LIVED UPSTREAM OF THE DAM THEY "SUPPORTED".

THERE WAS WATER DAMAGE AT THIS HOUSE. THE APPEAL BOARD WANTED TO TAKE A LOOK. THEY HAD NO EXPERTISE. IT WAS AN EXCUSE TO HAVE:

THEY BROUGHT ALL OF THE FOURTEEN INTERVENORS WITH THEM AND RIGHT INTO MY HOUSE WHICH HAD GARAGE BASEMENT AND MAIN FLOOR DOORS OPEN. 17 PEOPLE INSURRECTED INTO MY HOUSE. I DO NOT GET OVER THIS KIND OF EXPERIENCE, I TIGHTEN RIGHT UP EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT.

AS I TRY TO RECOVER, FOR INSTANCE IN THIS TWENTY YEAR LONG STRUGGLE TO BE AT LEAST SOMEWHAT FUNCTIONAL, I WAS ROLLERBLADING UP TO FIFTEEN KILOMETRES PER SESSION BEFORE BEING SURROUNDED IN THE BCSC AND AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AND I CAN NOT  ROLLERBLADE AT ALL NOW.

 AS I TRY TO RECOVER, I  COLLAPSE EACH TIME I AM SUBJECTED TO ANOTHER POLICE THREAT, ACCOMPLISHED  BY SENDING THE POLICE OR THE QUASI POLICE HERE, OR BY SAYING THEY WILL BE USED AGAINST ME AGAIN AS SOMEONE TRIES TO GET THEIR WAY WHEN THAT IS NOT LAWFUL.

ALL OF THESE MALICIOUS PLOYS CAUSE ANGUISH AND SWAY BACK AND FUGE AND TONIC IMMOBILITY COLLAPSE. 

THE HOUSE IS DOWN IN A HOLE AND THE FRONT YARD WAS EXCAVATED WITH A SEVENTEEN FOOT DEEP SIXTY FOOT WIDE DITCH CREATING AN IMPASSIBLE BARRIER FOR ME TO CROSS.

IF I TRY TO DRIVE OFF, THE TRAILER LOOMING OVERHEAD, THE EXCAVATED BANK AND THE STRIPPED SOIL OVERWHELM ME SUBTLY, BUT WITH A CHEST SEIZING BACK DROPPING STAGGER CAUSING SHELL SHOCK LIFE. 

THIS HAS BEEN VERY BAD FOR A VERY LONG TIME. THE SHERIFFS AND HAROLD TURNHAM CAUGHT ME BY SURPRISE WHEN I WAS PLEADING BEFORE THE BRITISH COLUMBIA SUPREME COURT IN 2001. SIX PEOPLE SURROUNDED ME AND I COLLAPSED AND I HAVE NOT RECOVERED AS OF APRIL 25TH 2022.

IN 2001 ALSO COLLAPSED WHEN TWELVE PEOPLE WERE IN MY PARKING LOT WHEN I ARRIVED AT MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENT BUILDING IN VICTORIA BC.

THE TWO COLLAPSES THEN WORKED TOGETHER TO FLOOR ME JUST LIKE WHAT HAPPENED ON SEVERAL PREVIOUS OCCASIONS. I WAS NOT AWARE OF THE SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR FUGE UNTIL A FEW YEARS AGO. I HAD THOUGHT I HAD BACK AND/OR HEAD INJURY FROM ACCIDENTS THAT CAUSED "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS", ONE CAN BARELY MOVE AND CAN BE FORCED TO RECLINE UP TO 99% OF THE TIME. YES, 99%.

I HAVE WRITTEN UP THE TEN OR THEREABOUTS COLLAPSE CAUSING POLICE INVOKING THREATS AND INVASIONS OF MY PROPERTY I HAVE EXPERIENCED SINCE 2001 IN THIS BLOG IN A PLETHORA OF "OLDER POST".

MORONS DO NOT PERCEIVE, NOR DO THEY PAY ATTENTION. MORONS DO NOT UNDERSTAND, SO THEY DO NOT CARE. MASTERFUL MORONS JUST PLAIN DO AS THEY PLEASE, WITH THE AFOREMENTIONED DEFICIT, DAMAGING EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY THEY TOUCH. CH

 

THE LAND LOOKED MUCH LIKE THIS BEFORE RON SHAMBROOKE AND THE WHITENECK ARMY LOGGERED IT TO MAKE THE LAND UNUSEABLE AND UNSALEABLE AND DANGEROUS AND UGLY.

THERE ARE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCES ASSOCIATED WITH THE INTERFERENCE WHICH MORONS EMPLOY THEMSELVES AT, PROFESSIONALLY OR AS ENTHUSIASTS.

THERE WERE WHITENECKS LIVING UP THE ROAD A BIT CLOSER TO SOOKE, WHO DROVE TWO PREVIOUS OWNERS OFF OF THIS PROPERTY AND BURNED MY HOUSE AND ALL OF MY EARTHLY GOODS JUNE 20 1980.

I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO START AGAIN BUILDING A HOUSE AND THE WHITENECKS FROM UP THE ROAD HAD COERCED LOCAL AUTHORITY INTO DECLARING MY HOUSE SITE NON-CONFORMING. THEY HAD ALSO TOLD MY INSURANCE COMPANY I BURNT MY OWN HOUSE DOWN (WITH $300 K OF ORIGINAL JEWELRY PRODUCTION MOLDS AND WAXES, SURE.)  I WOULD HAVE TO BUILD MY REPLACEMENT HOME IN A NEW LOCATION ON THE SAME PROPERTY. MY MORON WIFE:

"I WILL DIVORCE YOU" MY EX WIFE RAILED, "I KNOW I AM NOT ENTITLED TO ANYTHING BUT YOU WILL LOSE ALL OF YOUR ASSETS TO LEGAL FEES."

TRIXIE OR BETTY HAD A SCHEME GOING WITH A REAL ESTATE AGENT. THE HOUSE HAD TO BE "CONTRACTOR BUILT" AND OVER 2000 SQUARE FEET AND THE REAL ESTATE AGENT COULD SELL IT AND TRIX THOUGHT SHE COULD HAVE THE MONEY AS TYLER LUCCIES WROTE IN A LETTER, TOTALLY UNLAWFULLY DEMANDING THAT INSTEAD OF CHILD SUPPORT.

I DO NOT GET TO BUILD THE ONLY HOUSE I WILL EVER BUILD FROM THE START.  

SHE GOT ANOTHER SHADE OF WHITENECK, A CHRONIC DRUNKARD, CLIFF BEANCE, ON BOARD TO BE THE "CONTRACTOR" AND HE STRIPPED THE SOIL FROM THE ONLY FLAT ACRE ON THIS 12 1/2 ACRES WITH RON SHAMBROOKE WHO TRUCKED MY SOIL OFF TO SELL.

AFTER FORTY YEARS THE LAND IS STILL BARE WHERE I DID NOT TRUCK SOIL UP FROM THE BOTTOM LAND TO CREATE SOME SOIL. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW BLACKBERRY CANES GROWING ON THIS SUBSOIL AND ROCKS WHERE DEEP RICH MEADOW SOIL HAD BEEN.

I WOULD NOT EVER HAVE BOUGHT A PIECE OF PROPERTY WHICH WAS RUINED LIKE THIS.

THE *WHITENECKS FROM UP THE ROAD CUT DOWN AND TRUCKED OFF MY LITTLE FOREST UP FRONT AND DUG A 17 FOOT DEEP DITCH FOR 200 FEET TO RUIN MY LAND AND DUG A 17 FOOT DEEP HOLE THEY  FORCED THE DRUNKARD BEANCE TO PUT MY HOUSE IN.

*WHITENECKS, THE OTTER POINT MAFIA, THEIR RED NECKS WERE DUSTED WITH WHITE POWDER COCAINE. THEY GOT APPOINTED BY SOME POLITICIANS, WHO? TO BE "THE SOOKE ADVISORY PLANNING COUNCIL".

I HAD ALWAYS PLANNED TO HAVE A SOLAR GREENHOUSE HEATED HOME. THE ORIGINAL HOUSE WOULD HAVE HAD ONE ON THE HOUSE'S SOUTHEAST SIDE. 

I HAD PLANNED TO HAVE THE NEW HOUSE ON THE EXISTING HILL PROTRUDING ON THE SOUTH WITH SOLAR GREENHOUSES IN FRONT AND BENEATH THE HOUSE. THE MASSIVE PASSIVE SOLAR HEAT STORAGE CONCRETE AND ROCK, WHERE IT WAS IN VIEW, GOT BUILT ACCORDING TO PLAN.

THE HOUSE IS DOWN IN A HOLE INSTEAD OF UP IN THE SUN AND THERE ARE NO WARMING GREENHOUSES, JUST A CHILLING STREAM OF WATER THAT RUNS UNDER THE HOUSE FROM THE DAM THE WHITENECKS BUILT ABOVE AND BESIDE MY HOUSE DOWN IN A FLOODABLE HOLE.

My letter to the Rainforest Alliance

 

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"Maintiens le Droit". Like hell they keep the  right. Especially the Franco Fascist Quebecois; they are against English speaking people and that is what I am and you are here in BC.

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DOES THE Rainforest Alliance have lawyers. Berube CAN BE FIRED OR EVEN JAILED.

This Media relations officer of the BC RCMP is guilty of obstruction of justice in an ICBC claim I was progressing.     ( He came to my property and in the delightful pigeon English of the Quebecois he said `` You are in a pissing contest with ICBC. ``) 

This is Canada`s spokesman AT MY HOME WITHOUT A WARRANT AND ORDERING ME TO STOP A LAWFUL ACTION AGAINST FRAUD, OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE AND A CORRUPTION OF THE INSURANCE AND LEGAL SYSTEM. THERE IS A  fraud against myself which has as co conspirators, Officer House Sooke RCMP (Fired ?),

Mr. Pincombe, Harold Turnham, ICBC Million Dollar /yr Lawyer Club, Judge Master Bolton.

There are numerous accessories, ICBC Greg Foster or Forrester, Dianne Foster or Forester. Bink Loftgren, ICBC Security whom I notified, ICBC President who I notified, RCMP Commanding Officer in 1998  Zachardelli,  and elected and appointed BC and Federal Government Officials.

There were the aforementioned ICBC Crown Servants and more I believe, ICBC employees, BC Crown Servants in a Crown Corporation  who might well have been using aliases. ICBC can not try try the "no such person" routine.

Total Recall and Photographic memory are a problem for rogue officers like Berube entering private property of a BC Citizen who is presenting ironclad proof of fraud and obstruction of Justice, and Berube attempted to hide his identity.

No name tag, no card, no declaration of whom he was. Berube is a Criminal Conspirator.

I have the car and I have the false accident report by Pincombe and House and the false declaration by Harold Turnham, Turnham Woodland Waddell Rupponi, as he testified in an interlocutory hearing which he CANNOT DO. WHEN I OBJECTED TO TURNHAM LYING, JUDGE MASTER BOLTON THREATENED ME THAT IF I "CONTINUED TO DISPARAGE HAROLD TURNHAM HE HAD CELLS TO IMPRISON ME IN.`` THEY ARE ALL OF THEM CRIMINALS. 

I demanded that according to Supreme Court rules the lie by Turnham, ``Pincombe stopped and turned left`` submitted in the respondent counter claim to my claim and spoken in court by Turnham , had to be addressed first. Pincombe drove on the wrong side of the road and the car I still have stored proves I am right and they are Criminal conspirators. Every detail is retained of the submitted accident data. They are screwed, I just need a prominent Lawyer they cannot bully.Google search bots found the fraudulent Accident Report and I have it. Jail was made for people like these.

I HAVE MONEY TO SUE AND I HAVE A SUIT FOR LOSS OF CAREER AS A MUSICIAN, COMPOSER AND PERFORMER EVIDENCED IN MY PUBLISHED WORKS.

I wrote John Horgan and Rob Flemming and others that I will sue for 600 Million Dollars for loss of career.

I pay $100 K per year total tax and I  have real estate. This weights my suit heavily.

The writ was filed, I appeared in person to progress my claim and Precedent Seeking Legal Action against "Prevarication" with a precedent from the House of Lords pinpointing and attacking "Collusion approaching the point of being a criminal conspiracy". They moved up dates, and had a hearing with corrupt Judge Dorgan without me.

I and what Lawyer file for and execute an Emergency Interlocutory BCSC HEARING, THEY GET 48 HOURS NOTICE, MY CASE IS DIGITIZED. I have done this. We can catch them with their pants down. 

With Berube found to be a Criminal Conspirator and a Fraud, the push back by Berube against the Rainforest Allianjce becomes suspect and by inference could be fraudulent and criminal in nature.

Let us Terminate the Power of the Wicked Criminal, in my case, Berube. He should be fired as well and everything he does is by Law worthless as he is a fraud and his word is worthless.

Get me a lawyer of Steel and I will kick start with $50,000. for fees and disbursements.

This will be done as Law and Theater. It is time to show what ridiculous lying poseurs work at the Government of Canada against my interests, your interests, everyone`s interest.

I pay 

ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS TAX PER YEAR. I WANT MY MONEY`S WORTH NOT AN RCMP AND BCSC AND LAW ENFORCEMENT POGROM AGAINST ME.