I ALWAYS ATTEMPTED TO REMEDY ANY DAMAGE WHICH WAS DONE TO ME OR TO MY PROPERTY. THOSE ARE THE WRONGS I TRIED TO RIGHT, I DID NOT TAKE ON ANY CAUSES NOR DID I REBEL BUT I COULD NEVER MOVE THE JUSTICE SYSTEM

I WAS TOLD ONCE AGAIN THAT I SHOULD HAVE BEEN HERE DURING THE CONSTRUCTION OF MY HOUSE.

I HAD A SIX DAY PER WEEK JOB IN VICTORIA. THAT IS WHERE I WAS.

NEVERTHELESS I CAUGHT THE CONTRACTOR PUTTING THE HOUSE DOWN IN A HOLE. ALL THERE WAS WAS THE FOUNDATION BASE. I COULD HAVE STOPPED IT BUT HE DEFIED ME SAYING THE POLICE WERE LIONS LIKE HE WAS. NO ONE WOULD ACT. I CONTACTED THE CRD. I CONTACTED MY MLA. I CONTACTED THE MINISTRY OF MUNICIPALITIES. NO ONE WOULD ACT.

I CONTACTED LAWYERS AND THEY ALL WANTED TO WAIT TIL THE HOUSE WAS BUILT DOWN IN THE HOLE TO ACT.

THE SAME THING HAPPENED WHEN THE TREES AND SOIL WERE STRIPPED. 

I THINK THE SAME THING HAPPENED WHEN I WAS IN MOTOR VEHICLE CRASHES. 

NO ONE WILL INSTITUTE A LAWFUL PROCESS OF REMEDY. HAVING EVERY INJURY AND DAMAGE TO PROPERTY ON ME IS WEARYING AND IT STILL GENERATES WORK FOR ME TO DO BADLY CRIPPLED. 

I JUST COMPLETELY COLLAPSED INTO A REVERSE ARCH AND INABILITY TO BREATHE AS I WATERED THE THIN BANDS OF TREES AND SOIL. HAD THE SOIL AND TREES NOT BEEN STRIPPED, SOLD AND TRUCKED AWAY, PROBABLY WATERING WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN NECESSARY.

I WAS EVICTED FROM MY "PERMANENT RENTAL" AND I BEGAN THE EIGHT MONTHS OF FINISHING THE FIRST HOUSE AT OTTER POINT ALMOST ENTIRELY BY MYSELF. I WAS NEARLY FINISHED. IF THE HOUSE HAD NOT BEEN BURNT DOWN, I COULD HAVE HEADED BACK TO VANCOUVER RIGHT AWAY TO PURSUE EMPLOYMENT AND MY WRITING ART AND MUSIC PROJECT WHICH I HAD BEEN WORKING AT FOR FIFTEEN YEARS BY 1980.

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THE LIES AND THEFTS AND FAKE 911 CALLS, ALMOST ALL OF WHICH WERE PERPETRATED BY WOMEN, WOULD BE BAD ENOUGH IF THEY WERE PERPETRATED AGAINST AN ABLE BODIED PERSON. THEY DESTROYED ALL THAT I HAD FROM LIFE. DISABLED I CANNOT WORK HARD AND EFFECTIVELY.

July 06, 2023  

CLICK ON THE DATE FOR THE BLOG DITZKEIRG WHERE THIS ESSAY WAS ORIGINALLY POSTED. 

ONLY BY BEING ABLE TO RETAIN MY INHERITANCES WOULD I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO OFFSET THE FINANCIAL DEFICIT CREATED BY BEING DISABLED.

OR IS IT  

SHELL SHOCK  ? 

DESPITE MY POVERTY I MANAGED TO HAVE A HOME IN VANCOUVER AND LATER NEAR VANCOUVER IN RICHMOND AND THEN IN DELTA WHERE MANY PEOPLE COULD COME TO SOCIALIZE AND TO DISCUSS POLITICS AND ECONOMICS AND TO COMPOSE AND PRACTICE MUSIC WITH ME.

WHAT IS UNBELIEVABLY VICIOUS WAS THE PLAN TO DISRUPT THE LIFE I HAD CREATED FOR MYSELF.

MY EX WIFE DECLARED THE INTENT OF THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMAN'S CRIMINAL GANG: "YOUR WHOLE FAMILY IS IN AGREEMENT, WE ARE TAKING YOU DOWN". 

REALLY STRANGE AND INSANE WAS THE DECLARATION MADE BY MY EX-WIFE IN REGARD TO THE SOCIAL SCENE WHICH I HAD CREATED WHICH ALLOWED ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS CRIPPLED TO HAVE CONTACT WITH NUMEROUS PERSONS.

"I HAVE TAKEN YOUR ROUND TABLE" SHE SAID "WE ARE GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE A ROUND TABLE AGAIN"

THIS WAS INSANE IN MANY WAYS. AS SOON AS I WAS EVICTED FROM THE BURR HOUSE THE ROUND TABLE WAS DONE, FINISHED, NONEXISTENT.

THE "ROUND TABLE" HAD BEEN BURNT UP IN THE ARSON AT OTTER POINT IN 1980. THE TABLE MY EX- WIFE TOOK WAS JUST AN ORDINARY TABLE, A ROUND OAK TABLE USED AS A DINING ROOM TABLE.

I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE ANOTHER "ROUND TABLE" HERE AT OTTER POINT. WHERE WOULD THE PARTICIPANTS COME FROM?

WHEN THEY BURNT THE HOUSE IN 1980 I WAS PREPARING TO GO TO VANCOUVER, AND I WAS PLANNING TO ATTEND AT THE "ROUND TABLES" OF OTHER PERSONS AND ORGANIZATIONS.

ALL OF THE ENVY AND JEALOUSY OF MYSELF WAS ABSURD. I NO LONGER HAD ANY SOCIAL SCENE, AND SOON I HAD NO SOCIAL NOR BUSINESS ASSOCIATES. 

THIS IS ALL I ACTUALLY HAD.

THERE WAS THE INSURANCE CLAIM FOR THE RUIN BUT NO MONEY SOMEHOW TO REPLACE MY POSSESSIONS. 

THE AREA IN THE PICTURE IS A SMALL PART OF THE LAND STRIPPED OF SOIL IN 1981 IN 2022. THIS WAS DONE ABOUT A YEAR AFTER THE ARSON, DURING THE TIME THAT I CONTRACTED OUT THE BUILDING OF THE REPLACEMENT HOME WHICH WAS TO BE BUILT IN A SPECIFIC LOCATION AND NO OTHER AREA WAS TO BE INFRINGED UPON.

THE CAPRICIOUS JUSTICE ASPECT OF THIS SITUATION IS THAT NO LAW OFFICER EVER ACTED TO PROTECT ME FROM THE SYMPTOMS I DECLARED OVER AND OVER. SOME LAW OFFICERS KNEW ABOUT THIS AND USED IT AGAINST ME BY TRIGGERING "STIFF PERSON SYNDROME " SYMPTOMS.

 

Tuesday, July 4, 2023

MORE SEVERE SYMPTOMS OF "STIFF PERSON SYNDROME" ARE TRIGGERED BY SHOCK. EMOTIONAL TRAUMA AND INJURY.

WHEN AN EVENT WOULD OCCUR THAT CAUSED A LONG TERM EXACERBATION OF THE STIFF PERSON SYNDROME SYMPTOMS I WOULD ATTRIBUTE THE RESULT TO THE INJURY FROM THE MOTOR VEHICLE CRASH OR COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION I HAD EXPERIENCED.

I AM SUSCEPTIBLE TO ADDITIONAL INJURY ANY TIME AN EVENT OCCURS BECAUSE OF MY DISABILITY.

IS THE STIFF PERSON SYNDROME ONE OF THE DEBILITATING EFFECTS OF:

 SHELL SHOCK LIFE

THERE WAS AN UNJUST DENIAL OF MY PAID FOR BY MYSELF "OUT OF WORK" BENEFIT. I BROUGHT THIS TO THE ATTENTION OF ANY LAWYER I WAS IN CONTACT WITH BUT NO ONE UNDERSTOOD OR CARED. WHY IS JUSTICE SO CAPRICIOUS?

FROM MY blog: 

LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL

Saturday, July 1, 2023

I WAS COMPLETELY TRAINED AND CONDITIONED TO WORK AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD.

  

WHEN I SEE THE YARD AT NIGHT AM NOT REPELLED NOR DISQUIETED, I FEEL A SURGE OF ENERGY, I FEEL READY TO WORK.

WHY WOULD THIS BE ALRIGHT? A LATE AFTERNOON SHIFT JOB WITH LOW PAY.

IT IS THE "DAY JOB" THING, THE WORK YOU DO TO PAY THE RENT AND BUY FOOD IS ESSENTIAL IF YOU WANT TO BE ABLE TO PURSUE OTHER GOALS, SUCH AS WRITING, ART AND MUSIC. 

IN ADDITION THERE IS ALWAYS THE FOND HOPE THAT YOU WILL SUCCEED WITH YOUR CREATIVE WORK WHICH YOU ARE MORE EXCITED BY THAN YOU ARE BY THE ``DAY JOB``.

STILL, THERE WAS AN ENJOYMENT OF DOING THE RAILROAD WORK WHICH AFTER ALL WAS REALLY PLAYING TRAINS, ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS THE YARD FOREMAN DIRECTING THE TRAIN MOVEMENTS.

IT WAS PRETTY WELL CERTAIN THAT IF I DID NOT SUCCEED WITH THE WRITING ART AND MUSIC I WOULD HAVE ENJOYED RUNNING THAT CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD.

AFTER MY FIRST MOTOR VEHICLE CRASH INJURY I WAS OFF WORK FOR EIGHT MONTHS. I RETURNED TO WORK BUT I HAD TO TAKE A WEEK OFF EACH MONTH TO RECUPERATE.

INSTEAD OF CONSIDERING MY RETURN TO WORK BEFORE I HAD COMPLETELY RECOVERED AS ADMIRABLE, I THINK THAT WAS TREATED AS IF I WAS OVERINDULGING MYSELF WITH TIME OFF. I HEARD THE USE OF THE TERM "MALINGERING" BUT I WAS OFF WORK AT MY OWN EXPENSE UNFORTUNATELY.

EVEN WORSE, I HAD A DISABILITY INSURANCE PURCHASED THROUGH THE CANADIAN NATIONAL AND I WAS HATEFULLY DENIED MY BENEFIT WHICH SHOULD HAVE EVEN PAID FOR MY WEEK PER MONTH WHICH I WAS OFF WORK.

WHY WOULD NO ONE HELP ME TO OBTAIN MY BENEFITS? 

I HAD BEEN A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD EMPLOYEE FOR FIVE YEARS BEFORE THE MOTOR VEHICLE CRASH WHICH LEFT ME STILL STRUGGLING TO RECOVER IN 1970 (By then I had been an employee for seven years) WHEN I WAS SERIOUSLY INJURED IN A SECOND MOTOR VEHICLE CRASH AS AN AUTOMOBILE PASSENGER.  

THE JUSTICE SYSTEM EMPOWERED MY EX-WIFE TO CREATE DEBT FOR ME WITHOUT GIVING ME A DAMN THING NOR A DOLLAR EVER. THE STUDENTS USUALLY GOT THEIR DEGREE AT LEAST, PROBABLY A JOB AND PAY.

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STUDENTS ARE WAILING ABOUT THEIR TYPICALLY THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLAR STUDENT DEBT. 

MY EX-WIFE FORCED ME INTO $500,000. OF DEBT IN THE EARLY 1980'S. THAT WOULD BE $1,500,000. IN TODAY'S DOLLARS MULTIPLYING FOR INFLATION.

I REALLY DO THINK THAT IN MANY WAYS, RELATING TO GOLD PRICES AND REAL ESTATE PRICES THE $500,000. WOULD BE THE EQUIVALENT OF $3,000,000.

THIS CREATED PERSONAL POVERTY COUPLED WITH ONLY HARD LOW PAID LABOR FOR ME FOR LIFE. 

I DO OWN A LOT OF REAL ESTATE, MY HOME AT OTTER POINT WHICH I HAD BEFORE 1980. MY WIFE BORROWED MY FATHER'S MONEY FROM MY MOTHER SECURED BY MY HOUSE SO IT COST ME A LOT OF INHERITED MONEY IN 2000. I HAVE OTHER REAL ESTATE WHICH I PURCHASED WITH INHERITED MONEY AFTER I WAS 55 YEARS OLD IN 2001.

STILL, THE PERSONAL POVERTY AFFECTS ME AS THE REAL ESTATE ABSORBS ALL MY EARNINGS AS  EXPENSES AND TAXES.  

THE 1980'S BEGAN WITH MY CONTINUING TO FINISH THE FIRST HOME AT OTTER POINT, RUNNING OUT OF MONEY AND TAKING A JOB IN VICTORIA SELLING CARS.

THE 80'S RIPENED INTO A TOTAL LOSS OF ALL MY POSSESSIONS BY ARSON AND MY HAVING TO BUILD A NEW HOME.

I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEBT FREE AS SOON AS I SOLD MY JEWELRY INVENTORY.

THERE WAS A COMBINATION OF THEFT AND ARSON WHICH ELIMINATED MY INVENTORY, DESTROYED MY TOOLS AND MY INSTRUMENTS AND ALL THE KID'S FURNISHINGS AND CLOTHING I HAD FOR THE FUTURE AND BURNT UP THE HOUSE.

I WAS NOT IN DEBT AFTER THE FIRE INSURANCE PAID FOR THE HOUSE BUT I BELIEVE I WAS CHEATED OUT OF MY "REPLACEMENT" INSURANCE.

THEN MY EX-WIFE BEGAN DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE LARGER HOUSE THAN I COULD AFFORD SHE DEMANDED I BUILD REQUIRED EVERYTHING I HAD PLUS $30,000 MORE FROM MY UNCLE AND MY AUNT.

I HAD NO CLOTHES OR SHOES EXCEPT FOR A COUPLE OF CAR SALES OUTFITS.

THEN THE IMPOSITION OF UNWANTED DEBT BEGAN POWERED BY DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE THREAT TO DISINHERIT ME FROM MY FATHER'S ASSETS.

MY EX-WIFE PUT ME INTO DEBT FOR A TOTAL OF OVER $500,000. INCLUDING THE EXTORTION COLLECTED AT $1500 TO $1800 PER MONTH FOR SIXTEEN YEARS, WHICH I HAD TO EARN AT HARD LOW PAID LABOR. I GOT ONLY GROCERIES AFTER I PAID MY EXTORTION PAYMENTS.

VLADIMIR PUTIN MAKES THE RIGHT CALL.

THERE WAS A LIMITED AMOUNT OF BLOOD SHED AS PUTIN DEALT WITH THE INSURRECTION BY YEVGENY PRIGOZHIN

I DO NOT THINK THAT THIS WAS A SIGN OF PUTIN'S WEAKNESS BUT A RARE DEMONSTRATION OF RESTRAINED INTELLIGENCE BY PUTIN. 

IN EVERY OTHER MATTER I CONDEMN BOTH YEVENGY PRIGOZIHN AND VALADIMIR PUTIN AS BRUTAL HOMICIDAL THUGS.

ABOUT THE POLICE BEING ABLE TO LIE TO POTENTIAL SUSPECTS TO ELICIT A CONFESSION AND ABOUT HOW I KNOW OF THAT LYING BEING EXTENDED TO TRY EFFECT A MEDICAL INTERVENTION AGAINST ME AND TO TRY TO CONTRIVE SOME FALSE EVIDENCE AGAINST ME

THE REID DOCTRINE WAS A PROTOCOL WHICH PERMITTED POLICE TO LIE TO SUSPECTS TO CONVINCE THEM THAT ONLY ADMITTING TO THE CRIME WOULD SAVE THEM FROM THE TERRIBLE PUNISHMENT FOR A CRIME WHICH THE POLICE ALREADY HAD THE EVIDENCE TO PROVE.

HAL ZEIKE AND CONSTABLE HOUSE LIED IN WRITING NOT TO ME TO ELICIT A CONFESSION BUT TO CONVINCE THE COURTS TO DISREGARD ME AS IF I WAS INSANE, THAT WAS ZEIKE. 

CONSTABLE HOUSE CREATED FALSE EVIDENCE ABOUT A MOTOR VEHICLE CRASH TO DEFEAT MY LAWFUL PLEADINGS IN THE BC SUPREME COURT.

EQUALLY BAD OR WORSE, A SOOKE RCMP MEMBER, CONSTABLE MOHAMMED, TRAVELED TO VICTORIA, WHERE MY FORMER GIRLFRIEND WAS IN TRANSITIONAL HOUSING.

"WE KNOW HE IS CRAZY" SAID THE MICROENCEPHALETIC CONSTABLE MOHAMMED. "JUST SIGN THESE PAPERS AND WE CAN GET HIM TWO YEARS IN JAIL." 

MY TALL QUICK AGILE FORMER GIRLFRIEND GRABBED THE PAPERS FROM THE PIPSQUEAK MOHAMMED.

"DON'T YOU WANT TO GET HIM. ISN'T HE YOUR EX BOYFRIEND?"  SAID RCMP CONSTABLE MOHAMMED.

MY FORMER GIRLFRIEND PHONED ME.

"THE PAPERS WERE BLANK" SHE SAID.